When she dies

Bordom.

I sigh. Thinking all that has happened. It's.....so much. I can't believe it. Sometimes it feels like Marin is alive. Like it is of old times. I miss it. So much. I wish she would return. I feel so so horrible. I could've done something....I just-
"Something is the matter?" Marin appears beside me on the couch. I jump at her voice. "Oh..jeez Mari you scared me." She doesn't respond, only stares at me. "Im fine...thanks." Mari takes my hand, I look to her as she looks at me with concern. "I'll be ok." I then whisper. She nods. Mari no longer looks at me with concern.
She continues to stare at me and still says nothing, I sigh and stand. I walk over to the mini fridge and grab a soda. Mari watches as I open it taking a sip, I walk to my phone to dial in a number.
It rings a second before it answers. "Hey it's Bella Finn. I'm calling to check in on Lily Fernandez." I walk back and forth as the nurse speaks. I take another sip. I look over. Mari picks up a lava lamp. Then looks closely with shock and interest when it lights up. I smile with a silent chuckle.

I sit on the edge of the couch, that is now a bed. I nod as the nurse continues. I turn my head. Mari sits in her human form on the table, holding up her head watching the stars.

Mari lays on the floor as a bug hops around in front of her. She lifts her head and squints her eyes watching it. She cups her hand and traps it, her eyes widen in surprise. She then smiles.

I put my hand on my hip walking back and forth. "What about the medicine?" I ask. Mari sits crossed legged on the top of the couch. Her dark black hair hang on a shoulder. Mari loves being in her human form. But it still leaves some pain. The light still doesn't help much with that. But it keeps her well I guess, so that she can stay here and not feel her death....every....night. Thanks to Chad. *eye roll* The man who turned me into a half vampire. Thing.
I don't even know. But I do know that I want it gone...! Ugh.

Finally, I finish the call with the nurse. Lily is close to being her normal self. She was in a bad mental state. Hence why all this shit happened. I want the old Lily back. I know that for sure, this happened because of the grief. Well, at least that's what the nurse says. I know it's probably a bad idea and should just....jail her or something but, I know Lily. This isn't her. But what matters now is that her horrible mother is gone. For good.
It helps Marin as well. The less bastards she is hunting. The better. Cause when a bitch enters and kills many innocent people, pisses off Marin...she goes and kills the dick, which hurts her slightly still, then she is fine. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Until she is.........
No, don't think about that.

Mari hangs on the ceiling, her feet rested on the beams of light. I look around then look up and spot her. "Bored?" I ask.
She says nothing. Only nods. I guess her species gets bored as well. They don't have much emotion other than sadness and anger, but boredom?....Ok then. I ain't gonna question it. I don't want my ass kicked...

Again...

Mari drifts across the ceiling to the wash room where there she lets go and drops to the ground landing perfectly on both feet. She walks in and looks at the mirror. She curls her fist. I can feel the anger boiling up, snarling coming from her. I act fast and I hold up my hand. "Mari!"
She jerks her head over. I hold a stuffed animal bear. In a swift motion she is right in front of me. She takes it and flops on the ground. Legs crossed.
I know Mari. She LOVES stuffed animals. Spirits have weaknesses. This girls weakness is fuzzy things. So I have learned that if Mari finds a mirror she wants to shatter with a glare of the scary ass eyes hand her something fuzzy, she falls INLOVE. Except when she is going to go on a rampage, handing her things...
Just. No. Not good.
Arm still hurts.
Mari stares into its black round eyes. Her eyes similar to those, but has some white there. She smiles and squeezes it.
I sigh with relief and close the wash room door taking down the mirror. I hide it behind me as I walk backwards to the outside. I place it right outside the front door then head back in.

Marin lays on the ceiling holding the bear close....her eyes....closed? Is she actually.....sleeping? Usually when she does that, she keeps her eyes are open. Staring forward. I don't question it. I,too head to my bed and rest my eyes after shutting off the lights.