Stuck In Wonderland

Nightmare

(This is in Damian's point of view, for once)

I kissed her hand, still as a wolf. She seemed surprised.. Oh gosh, I'm starting to feel dizzy.. I thought as I realized my shoulder and stomach were still bleeding, and the wound on my back had re-opened.. Dammit... I used most of my energy to make sure I'd turn back into my human state. Everything went black.

~Dream~

I looked up and saw that I was up against a pole on a porch, I looked around and saw two kids running tho the yard in front of me, and Amanda hanging up cloths on a cloth line to the side. ..oh, um.. okay this, is a thing that is happening.

"Lola! Joseph! Your dad's awake now, you need to go in and do your chores." Amanda called back to the two kids.

"But we didn't get to play hide and seek with you mommy!" The girl, most likely Lola, wined. My face must have gone blank cause Amanda gave me a strange look.

"Not today honey, now go inside or we won't have play time tomorrow and you'll have double the work once we get home." She said, firmly but gently, like a mother. Wait, if I'm they're dad, and Amanda is they're mom... Holy crap, this happened. I thought, not realizing that I was looking Amanda up and down in shock. She was wearing the same dress I gave to her to wear right before.. the fight between me and Thomas. The kids wined and went back inside, and Amanda sat down beside me.

"Is something on your mind?.." She questioned. Yes, everything! How did this happen? When did we have kids? I don't remember any of this.. I thought.

"No, nothing is wrong. Why do you ask?" I said calmly. LIES!

"Okay, no reason." She said. She cuddled up to me, we cuddled tell she said something, I, never wanted to hear.. "Damian.. I think.. I'm dying.." My eyes widened as I looked at her in shock. They softened, with worry growing in my throat and tears forming at the corners of my eyes.

"W-What do you mean?.." I questioned. She looked up at me, the color in her eyes already starting to drain.

"H-help me.." She said as she fell forwards, I caught her right before she hit the ground. She didn't react. She didn't move unless I moved her.

"A-Amanda?.." I said shaking her gently. Hoping, praying that she would wake up. "A-Amanda, please.. T-This isn't a joke. C-come on, wake up... p-please?....!" Tears were starting to rush down my face. My wolf howled in anger and sarrow. It cried. I set my forehead on hers, and cried. "A-a-a-Amand-da, p-p-p-p-please! I-I-I-I l-l-love y-y-you!! P-p-please, d-don't leave me?!" Tears ran down my face onto her lifeless one, getting it wet. Her eyes were still as soft and gentle as ever and I could still hear her laugh, it always seemed to make me smile. And the warm, gentle smile that she gave me, I already missed it with all my heart, and soul.

"I'm afraid that's not how that works." I heard an all to familiar voice chuckle. I looked up, anger and rage filled my eyes as I saw that he was swinging around an empty bottle of poison. I set Amanda down gently.

"THOMAS!!!?!?!!???!!?!??!!!??!" I yelled, lunging toward him. Right before I could reach him, the world seemed like it shattered.

~End of dream~

I shot up in my bed, breathing heavily, scared and wondering what the hell was going on. I examine my surroundings quickly. It's the Alphas chambers. Amanda was on a chair by the window, it looked like she was crying earlier. Now she's just, looking out over the lake. I get up and quickly walk over to her, not caring how bad my shoulder, back or stomach hurt. She looked back at me in shock.

"Damian, what are you doing out of bed?" She asked as I got close enought to do what I wanted..

"Because of this." I said, gently taking her hands and pulling her off the chair so she's standing. I take a hand up to her cheek, and..

Kiss her.