Stuck In Wonderland

I hate him!!

(Damian's POV)

I couldn't sleep, with the nightmare I had and the way she turned me down.. she sounded hurt to.. Ugh, thoughts, shut the hell up! Let me sle-?! I heard Amanda scream for help out in the hallway, I shot up. Before I could reach the door I heard another scream. I ran over to the door, swung it open and ran toward the muffled screams.

Once I got there, anger over came me at the sight of Thomas, not only holding a knife to her neck but ripping up her dress and taking advantage of this situation, and her. I lunged at him, disarming him first and sliding the knife away and making it so Amanda doesn't have to be in the middle of this. I just have to stall for time..-Gahhh!!! I flinched in pain when the worst wound started to hurt again. Amanda looked to horrified to help and there were people coming.

When some of the servants came, I had tired Thomas out so they could take him straight to the dungeon. I looked at Amanda who was curled up in a ball, not sure weither to cry or to move first.

I walked over and sat in front of her. "A-are you alri-" She cut me off.

"Of course I'm not okay, the sick basterd-... he... h-he.... I HATE HIM! I HATE EVERYTHING! I HATE MY LIFE!" She cried into her knees. I hugged her, not knowing what to say.. it was obvious that she didn't want to move so I lifted her up bridle style and carried her to her room. When we got there she told me to stay there and wait for her. She came back in night cloths (swets)  and her hair in a bun. She was still really uncomfortable, it was written on her face.

"D-do you mind if I sleep somewhere else?... I just... I don't feel safe in that room right now...." She said softly, well looking at the ground.

"I don't mind, I know a room. It's close to mine if you are in anymore danger.." I said calmly, it hurt having all this happen tonight.. we walked down the hall, almost in silence other then the occasional cough or something.. the silence seemed to tare me apart inside. Everyone was silent, Amanda, me, my wolf. The silence screamed so much, and echoed down the halls.. we got to the room and she stepped in, I was about to walk to my room which is right down the hall when she stopped me. I looked back in confusion.

"Is something wrong?.." I asked solftly. She seemed hurt, in more then the ways she was hurt earlier. She opened her mouth to say something, but the words seemed to have gotten stuck in her throat. "I-it's okay... I'll talk to you tomorrow.." I said, tired. I turned again and started to walk, she grabbed my arm and practically twirled me around, and kissed me. ?! I thought s-she-... screw it, she did it and I'm not complaining. I thought as I kissed back, deepending the kiss. I might have stumbled a little cause I realized I'd almost pinned her against the wall. With one hand around her waist and the other against the wall for me to lean on. She had a hand in my hair and the other around my neck. I put my hands on her hips, also making it so part of my hands are under her shirt. We made out for a while, but finally broke away.

"W-we should.. go to... bed soon" Amanda said, catching her breath and looking into my eyes.

"Yeah.." I whispered, gently kissing her one last time. Then broke away, we smiled at eachother.  "Good night, gorgeous."

"Good night." She said shyly, looking at the ground and blushing. She went back into the room, and I went to mine. Smiling the hole way.

I love her, so much. I just wish I knew how to tell her...