Lisa's POV
His teeth graze on my neck and i can already feel the mark there.
My nails dig deeply into his skin and he groans while i feel his teeth on my earlobe.
"I really want to take you now" He pants while using his left hand to get inside my panties.
"But i don't want you to regret it" He says.
His hands inside me has gotten weak to the point i can't speak.
I feel like his doing this on purpose.
"I.. I won't re-reget it" I moan
"Do you have a condom" I ask him while i rake my nails in his back.
"In my car" He pants while his fingers are entering me.
I'm so weak now i can't form a sentence.
He continues to touch me while his lips are on mine.
"Call me daddy" He whispers and a cold wind hit me.
"Tell me how bad you want me...Tell me how Bad you want me to make you forget everything going on in your life" He bites my earlobe again and by now I'm sure I'm ready to pass out.
I can't form a sentence.
Why is he doing this to me?
He gets up off of and put his black pants back on.
"I'll be back" He said with one word and walk out .
I think his getting the condom.
I'm scared.
Why am I scared?
This is not how i plan on loosing my virginity.
Once i can't feel his presence anymore my mind returns to normal and I'm not ready to loose my virginity.
Not tonight.
I press my phone and i see twenty missed calls from my father.
I don't know what he wants.
There's no way I'll talk to him .
Not now at least.
I get back up and pull my panties up all the way and sit and fold my legs up and my head are on my knees.
I trace the red lines on my bedshit.
The door opens with Gerald comimg in with a whole Trojan pack with a magnum XL and my heart drops.
He takes his pants of and climb back on the bed.
"Your okay?" He ask and i nod.
"I'm not ready... I'm sorry" I blurt out.
"It's.. It's okay" He laughs.
"Did the condom creep you out or what"
"Nothing... I just change my mind" I say and look down.
"Okay.. Let's get some sleep then" He suggest and i scoot away and put shirt over my head.
****
I move my head and i feel a hard surface under my cheek and i raise my head up to see Gerald's hard chest.
His still sleeping and he looks so beautiful.
His arms are booked around my waist and our legs are wrapped together.
"Your staring " His raspy voice say
"And your suffocating me" My remarks was on point.
"Oh sorry" He says and moves his arms.
The door opens and Emma comes in with a spongebob book bag behind her.
Gerald groans.
There's a smirk on her face until she sees the condom pack on my night stand.
Oh dear Lord.
Gerald roll out of the bed and put His shirt on and grab the condoms and walk out.
She stay queit until the door shuts.
"You fucked OMG" She shrieks
"What.. No i didn't" I say knowing she won't believe me.
"I walk in.. His shirtless and Your in only a shirt and not to mention the condom on your night stand" She continues.
"Nothing happend"
"Sure... How big was he" She laughs and i shriek.
"What..i Don't know"
Yes you do.. You was sucking his dick in the shower* That girl inside my brain yells
Jesus fucking Christ
"So you covered your eyes while he was pounding you" She laughs and say it as if it's a normal thing to say.
"Jesus... We didn't have sex...I'm not about to have this conversation early this morning" I say and get up and walk to my closet.
I grab a pair of black jeans and a black crop top and pick up toiletry bag with my towel and put on my sweat and walk out of the closet.
Gerald left his adidas flip flops
Here so i just put it on.
Emma still has a smile on her face as i walk out.
***
I come back with my wait hair in a bun and Alex and Emma are facing each other.
I can't stand that bitch for some reason.
I walk past them and go drop my my stuff in the closet.
I start the blow dryer and Alex groans.
"Can you turn it off... I'm on the phone as you can see" She yells
"Your in my dorm...Can't you walk out?" I say and turn the dryer louder.
"No i can't walk out" She says.
Oh well
After drying my hair i curl it to perfection and straighten my edges.
Why am i trying so hard on my appearance today.
Maybe cause you wanna see Gerald* The voice says
I grab my bag and tell Emma bye and i listen to Alex say Someting under her breath.
"Hey sweetheart" A guy say from behind me as i walk out of the building.
I turn around to see a guy with a cast on his left arm and a brused lips and he looks familiar.
"Who are you" I ask him.
"Not really important.. But call me james" He winks and my skin crawl.
"What can i help you with" I ask him.
"Nothing... I just want to be your friend... Your really pretty" He laughs .
I am so uncomfortable right now
Author's Note : Hey guys.
Thank you for reading I'm officially dead from finals (hysterically cry) sorry for not updating... I had so many stuff going on but thank you for reading. Bye now please comment and vote ❤ Love you all
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FanfictionGerald is the type of guy that had a fucked up childhood. He was known for a bad boy who gave no fucks about no one. Lisa is the kind of girl that came out a rich family and had a great childhood. Everything in her life was perfect until she met G...
