Chapter 19- Not now not ever

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Justin's POV

I snapped back into reality when a a car door slammed shut, startling me.
"Dude, whats up? You look like you've seen a ghost" Chaz blurted, with a playful smile. My eyes flickered over him, feeling in not in the mood that he looked to be.
"Everythings messed up Chaz !" I groaned, pulling out the ends of my hair furiously, slapping the letter in his hands.
" This is all my fucking fault, first i bully her!! And now this!" I spoke, with so much anger and so much hatred in myself. After reading the letter, Chaz had the same expression i had on his face, pale white look.
He took a gulp before speaking, " Justin, this isnt good at all, theres no way we can save her... We wont make it, just let it go".
"NOOO!" I screamed, pushing him aggresively with so much aggression, " I am not giving up on her Chaz, not now not ever.." I whispered, feeling my eyes get a bit watery.
" Chaz.. I-I love her, i really do.. And im not giving up on her, im going to find her and save her, and if that means i have to die for her... I will" Looking up at him, letting the tears roll down my cheek.
"You can't die man.. You cant.. If yu want to save her you will but.. But you wont die.. No, you cant" Chaz spoke, shaking his head leaning over to give me a pal hug.
" I will help you find her because i was in this mess with you and now we have to get ourselves out of it together" he said, letting go giving me the genuine smile he always gave me when we were much younger.
" Alright bro" i finally said, wiping my eyes with the back of my sleeve.



Ashley's POV

There stood the monster, the same girl i became bestfriends with, the same girl i trusted with all my secrets. She was staring back at me with no regret what so ever of what she was doing to me. She didn't even look the slightest guilty for everything she caused, the scars, the hurts, and most importantly our friendship that we once had.
" Snap out of it bitch. Life isnt a fairy tale where we have little friends that keep all our secrets and write them in our journal where nobody else finds out. Stop dreaming and live reality. Get out of the clouds Ashley, you dont belong there. Yeah i remember the fun times we had those past 2 or 3 years, i dont quite remember because you know what it was all fake" she carelessly said every word, dark and clear, with no hesitation. " Look princess , the truth is all those secrets i ever told you were fake, infact they were to get you to tell me everything that everyone else didn't know" she laughed evily, watching me as tears rolled down my already tear stained cheeks. " Ashley, to be honest, i feel bad for you, you dont have any friends, nobody cares about you infact, i bet your parents never did" i immediately kicked and screamed trying to keep her from saying any other word, trying to tune her out. " Aww sweety, face it , your worthless just like everyone thinks, your lover or should i say fake lover hasnt came to rescue you even when i told him you were going to die, instead he kissed me, kissed me because he was glad i was getting the job done".

I could almost hear my heart shaddering into a million pieces.. My bestfriend.

" But you know what, im going to help you with your suffering... And you know what im going to do kill you, yeah thats what im going to do kill you, its thebest for you and best for everyone because... "


The next thing she said was unbelievable... My heart immediately stopped. My eyes opened wide and i felt like i had become paralized.



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