This is the part where I thank you for the memories and agree that we can still be friends. Right?
There are a lot of memories, Ki. A lot of things which you have taught me and I will never forget those things.
I will, despite what you have done and the pain you have caused, never forget you.
You will always be my first love. The man who showed me everything I know; the man who made me who I am.
You are forever imprinted in my mind and I think, perhaps, you have even ruined me for all other men because none of them shall ever be you.
I was never unhappy with you, Ki. I never faked a smile because you were the first person, in a long time, to make me genuinely smile. And, no matter what you have done, I could never resent you.
Know that, while I cannot forgive what you have done, you are still the love of my life and I will never be able to get over you. You may have made mistakes but I know you will get it right next time and, when you do get it right, know that I am jealous of the woman who gets to spend her life with the man you are capable of being.
I love you, Kieran, and I believe that you will be a good father. I believe that you will be a fucking amazing father.
Goodbye, Ki, and I will be seeing you soon.
All my love. April xox
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