When I woke up this morning I automatically knew that today was going to be a bad day. That's why I stayed on in bed until my little cousin who my mom was minding for the morning, came upstairs nagging in my ear until I got up and walked downstairs to have my breakfast.
' good morning sweet heart.' my mum chimed happily as she saw my oh so delighted morning expression.
' hi.' I said blankly. She put down her wooden spoon and her mixing bowl and looked up at me worriedly. ' are you alright my dear?' she asked concerned.
' yeah.. Just tired is all.' I said waving my hand away making it look like no big deal.
But you see the thing is, I'm not so sure myself what the problem is and why today is going to be a bad day. I'm just a little confused over Joshua . Well come to think of it Jimmy confuses me to.
The other thing is, I think I like Joshua. And I mean like like. I think that's were I'm mostly getting confused because,
1) I don't think he likes me back. Sure he kissed me in the tunnels but that was only to distract me.
Sure he sucks my neck like a juice box but not because he just cant get enough of me because he likes me or anything. Only because its simply business.
Well that's what I'm presuming anyway. Because honestly what would he see in a stupid human like myself in the first place? ( he said something like that the first day we met. Yeah ok, it was unofficial and all but he still meant what he said about the whole humans are useless thing. Or did he ?)
2) Jimmy. And. Abbie. Please tell me you don't hear the church bells ringing when putting their names in the same sentence together. The girl is PURE evil! There is something not right about her and I am going to get to the bottom of this. No matter what.
I ate my breakfast silently as my mum continued mixing what ever she had in her bowl. Smelt like pancakes.
As soon as I was finished I went straight to the living room and watched some TV as I slumped on the couch. I have decided that, because I feel so accident prone today, I am simply going to do nothing. You know those sort of days? Where you just have to laze around the house because your in one of those moods that will only make others suffer by just looking at you? Yeah well that's the kind of mood I'm in today and really I'm just sparing people of a bad day.
Only my brilliant plan only lasted one hour and twenty two minutes before I heard the phone ring. ' I'm not getting it.' I shouted so my mum could hear me.
I then heard clip clopping sounds from her shoes on the kitchen tiles as she rushed to the phone. I turned down the volume of the TV so I could hear who had called. I'm bored ok!
' oh hi Katie dear. How are you?' my mum said. Then I heard a few ahh's and umm's until she said,
' well, Hannah is not in the best of moods today so I think it would be best if you stay away today, for your sake really.'
That's my mom! She knows what's best for me.
I didn't hear the rest of the conversation as I decided on going up to my room.
My room was still messy and when you walked in, the smell was still there. His smell.
I almost forgot this morning that he was here last night, in my bedroom, in my bed. I chuckled quietly to myself at how embarrassing it was having him in here.
My room really was a mess! I know last night, I wasn't really phased by it but now, now I'm embarrassed.
I decided on cleaning it, you know, if he were ever to come here again...that's a big if.
