- The Next Day -
My photography class was in 4 hours and I still didn't have a clue what I was going to use for my project
Lazily, I reached out and got my camera from my table and started looking through all the pictures I had taken.
There were many, many photos and mostly of him. I had almost forgotten how many pictures I took of him that day.
Hah, that day. Well that day means nothing to me anymore, I pretended mentally.
Knowing that I was just lien to myself, I felt like throwing the camera against the wall with all my almighty strength but decided against it because the camera really was expensive and I wasn't going to brake it over a stupid boy, nevertheless a stupid vampire!
Oh and also I still felt numb from last night so that almighty strength probably wouldn't shine so good right now.
I got my laptop from the kitchen and before I had the chance to change my mind, I got out the wires too.
And then Walla, the he was starring at me through a bigger screen.
The pictures were exquisite!
Well, no, he was.
As painful as it was to admit , I knew I couldn't pretend otherwise as it was so clearly true.
Every single flippen picture he looked absolutely stunning and completely abnormal. Out of this world abnormal.
I then came across a few of the last pictures that were taken. It was the one with me, standing there completely gob smacked and in a daze.
It was the time when he leant in and kissed me quickly before shooting of into the tunnel, snapping the picture of me as I stood confused and surprised.
I examined myself more closely, unfortunately my face expression only proved how much he had me under his spell.
I almost deleted the picture but in the end I couldn't bring myself to do it. I don't know why.
Maybe because I'm going crazy . Next I will be talking to myself or something.
But, I guess I am quite proud of myself, because I didn't throw the laptop out the kitchen window, which was open by the way, and just looked so inviting.
Nope. Instead I printed them of.
I knew what I was using as my project.
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' Hannah, you're up next pet.' Vivian calls out.
Ignoring the ' pet ' comment, I got up, CD in hand and walked over to Vivian, who was sitting by the computer.
She took the CD from my now sweaty hands and my stomach felt it was about to explode with the anxiety.
Vivian, probably noticing my unsteadiness and struggle to stand properly said, ' OK Hannah, you can sit down now.'
I took my seat beside Jimmy who had his eye brow raised in question.
Instead of answering him, I faced straight ahead, waiting for what was to come on screen.
Panic washed over me as I realised what a mistake I had just made.
I brought my feet up on the chair so I could rest my head on my knees so that I didn't have to watch the over sized Joshua come on screen.
I counted the seconds that ticked by in awkward silence. When I got to 43 seconds, I heard the room fill with whispers and opinions.
