Song: Brother by Gerard Way <3
Gerard's POV
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We sat in my yard. Staring at the sky. Our neighbors probably though we were fucking crazy, but we are. So, if they thought that, they'd be right. "Hey Frankie? Can I ask you something?" I asked. "Yea, go for it. What do you want to know?" I sat there and put my hand on Frank's shoulder, "Have you ever... have you ever self-harmed? You're always telling me not to... But I'm wondering about YOU." He sat there and rubbed my cheek with his thumb, the rest of his fingers under my chin. "Yes, Gee. I have. I'm sorry. Not much, though. But, well, here..." He took off his skeleton gloves that he always wears to reveal 3 scars. They weren't deep anymore, but when he put them there, they defiantly were. I took his wrist and kissed it, "Oh, Frankie. When was this?" I asked, my eyes glued to the scars. He pondered for a moment, then spoke. "When I had a crush on a person I knew I could never have. It made me sad..." I thought for a moment, who was this person? I thought to myself. "Frankie, if you don't mind me asking, who was this 'person'?" He looked up at me and smiled a great big smile and said, "You."
Frank's POV
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I was talking with Gerard in his front yard, when he asked me if I had ever self-harmed. I wasn't going to lie. I have. Over him. He might feel guilty... And I really don't want him to be. I did it to myself, because I was afraid. Afraid of being hurt. Afraid of being rejected. Afraid of myself. I could see Gerard's smile turn into a slight frown, "No, no, no. Frankenweenie, I don't want to be the reason you hurt yourself. But, did... Did you really love me? And... thought you couldn't have me? Why is that?" I knew that he was going to say that. "Yes," I said, "I loved you. I LOVE you. But, *laugh* I was, and still am, a fucking loser who is a motherfucking dipshit who thinks it's okay to go around and get myself hurt"
AHHH! WHAT'S WITH ME AND THESE FUCKIN' SHORT (almost as short as Frank) CHAPTERS???!!! I'm disappointed... XD
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the only hope for me is you; frerard
FanfictionGerard Way and Frank Iero. Gerard was self-destructing and needed someone to be there. His bestfriend at the time became much more than what he expected...
