Hayden's choice

chapter two.

when monday finally came i felt like i was gonna die. i was throwing up everythin i was eating, even the littlist things would make me throw up, everything was hurting. i just felt awful. but i couldn't miss school, when school was over with i met andrew in the senior parking lot he tried everything he could to cheer me up, but i just wasnt budging. i wasn't in a cheery mood. i din't pay attention to half the stuff he said, i fell asleep on the way to the doctors office. the next thing i know, i'm in andrews arm in the hospital elevator. "well goodafternoon sleepy head." he side with a smile on his face. "put me down, i look retarded." and right when he did i got another quessy feeling, but thankfully i didnt get to revisit my lunch. when we walked into the doctors office a lady with bright red hair, just like me, was sitting at the desk on the phone. "may i help you?" she said with a smile on her face. "we're her to meet with dr. miller for our 3'oclock appoinment." andrew told the lady. she handed him a sheet of paper. and a pen and we found a seat next to a screming baby and his mother. it made my head hurt. andrew filled out all the questions cause he knew everything there was possible to know. nearly thirty minutes later we were called in the doctors office, and had to wait atleast an hour. i hated waiting. but i didn't care i just wanted to feel better. "goodmoring hayden, how are you?" "could be better." "well what seems the problem?" "everything, i think i have food poisoning, my stomach hurts. i throw up all the time. it's just awful." "well i'll get one of the nurses to come take your blood and get a urine sample so we can make sure it's nothing like a kidney stone or your appendix." he wrote something down and walked out. andrew just sat there holding me while  was in his lap. he knew i didnt feel well. a blonde headed girl a couple years older than me came in tooke my blood and gave me some time for my urine sample. i hated those. i think there stupid. but i did what i had to do to figure out what was going on with me. she a corky smile on her face, kinda like one of those serial killer smiles. andrew squessed my hand the entire time as we we were waiting in suspense, then my phone rings as i look down at the caller id i see it's my mother. "hello?" "hey sweetie, what did the doctor say?" "nothing yet they just- hey mom i'll have to call you back the doctor just walked in." "okay sweetie, i love you." then i hung up the phone quickly as i was ready to figure out how to get rid of this thing that was making me feel so awful. "hayden, your everything came back. you're in the clear for kidnet stones and appendix issues, but-" oh god, it's a but, andrew squezzed my hand tighter. "did you know that your pregnant?" "with a baby?" "why yes." "like a living breathing, baby?" "yes hayden." "no." i siad coldly. "i'll leave you to some alone time time to talk, but i got you schedualed for next wednesay at four for a check uo make sure everthings okay and such." doctor miller said as he walked out. as i looked over i saw andrews mouth wide open in pure shock. he didn't move i don't think he even winked. when we got my vitamins and paid the office lady, andrew still didn't speak. he was in silence. the ride back to my house was awkward. no one said anything. when we pulled into my drive way, andrew walked me to my door kissed me on my forehead and said he was late for work, and just like that. he was gone. when i got i the house my mom was laying on the couch watching a movie. "how did the doctor go?" she asked with her sweet smile. "mom we need to talk.." "what is it baby? you don't gotta sound so cold. it's not liek your pregannt or anything." she chuckled. silence. "hayden?" even more silence. "hayden? what's going on? i don't like this." "mom.." and before i could even get it out my mom had me in a tight embrace of one of her warm hugs. she didn't say much. she fixed me some dinner told me the hospital called her and that tanner was coming to stay with us a couple of day because the college campus was being shut down for some kinda disease spred or something. oh great , tanner. what am i gonna tell him? he already wants to kill andrew this should be a interesting visit. after i ate. i manged to to keep down my food, thank god, i walked up to my room layed on my bed and begin to think. what am i gonna do? i had so many plans. i was gonna be a doctor. go off to medical school. live my dreams. what was my baby gonna be? this living thing is in my body, i'm responsible for this baby. would i even keep it? how can i raise a baby, if i can't even raise myself? what about andrew? would we still be together? would he still love me? all these questions gave me a headache. it was all happening to fast. maybe it's all just a dream and i'll wake up and everything would be just fine...