Hayden's choice

chapter five.

"are you sure?" tanner said.

"i'm positive." i said with cnfidence. can i really go threw with this? i sure hope so.

i walk out to face what i would hope be my biggeset supporter.

"andrew, lets talk." i said trying to sound confident.

"sure babeee." sounding like he didnt even care i was hurt.

"i've come to a decison, so i think we should get our familes together to talk bout it.

"no abortin?"

"no andrew, no abortion."

i knew i couldn't kill this baby. i was now 110 percent sure i couldn't. this baby didnt deserve that. not for my mistakes. it wouldn't be fair if this little thing inside me had to pay for my actions, i had to take responsibility.

"andrew, i think it's time you leave. i have school tomorrow. so how bout saturday night we get our families together. i'll call my dad and tell him to come down."

"okay puddin'. i love you."

and with that he kissed me goodbye. this kiss was unlike any other. it was cold. was i loosing andrew?i walked into the kitchen told tanner i was going to bed. and i did. i slept peacefully. little did i know what the rest of the week had in store for me. thee rest of the week was oure hell. i could here people whispering stuff like "i bet it's not his." or "i feel so bad for her, her life is ruined." i knew i was only a couple of months, but was i showing? my friends seemed sketchy, kinda quiet. like they wanted to say something but they coudn't. i knew what they were gonna say. but i wasn't ready. friday night i finally decided to get up and look in the mirror and i saw this little bump over my skinny body. i have to call my dad! i imediatly ran to my phone. i totally forgot. we made small talk. "dad, i have to tell you ometinhg." "sure honey. what?" "i know it's late. but i'm pregant and i would really like it if you came down tomorrow night so me and andrew could sit both of our familes down and i can announce my decision,." "hayden... i'm so dissapointed... you're mother already told me. i was just hoping you would soon enough.. of course i'll be there." we had some more ssmall talk then i told him i had to go.

my mom knew that we were having everyone over, she even suggested we have dinner. tanner was the only one i told my decision too. but i think he secretly told my mom. she's been really supportive. she's taken me to doctor appoingments and everything. almost three months and i still can't fathom that this is even happening. i love andrew. so maybe things will change with us. maybe we'll regain our love again/ maybe it's not the end of us... i could care less if anyone else was behind me on this. but i don't know what i would do if i had to do this without andrew. my whole world would collapse.