Hayden's choice

chapter three.

the rest of the week went by slow. i bearly talked to anyone at school. andrew hasn't talked to me, and every time i try talking to him he's either busy or just tired. i hope we can work things out. my mom has been sweet and helpful, but now i have to figure out how to tell my day. and i'm not ready for that. it's like it's not even real. i've just been so down that i don't even try to look ecent i just grab a hoodie and pull my hair up, i just feel so sick. here i am going through all this by myself, i just wish andrew would try and talk to me. i wanna work this out. so to help bring my spirts back up i decide to spend some time with my best friend kayla. and when i told her all she did was hug me and tell me was okay, and then it hit me i started crying, "what are you gonna do?" she asked. what am i gonna do? "i don't know." was my reply.at least i have my bestfriend, but it would be better if i had andrew here. then it was like heven has answered my call when i look down and i see andrew calling, and my heart started beating faster, and just by seeing his name i felt better, "hello?" i said cheerly in the phone. "lets do something tonight since you're leaving tomorrow for your tour." oh crap, i totally forget. kayla gave me a weird look, kinda like go ahead i'll be fine. "yeah that's fine. i'm at kayla's." "okay i love you." "i love you too." and i hung up, he loves me still. so that's good. i told kala what was going on and she prettied me up a little bit and before i knew it andrew what at the door. and when i saw him my world lit up, and i forget everything. i just saw him. i ran up and kissed him. told kayla bye. and left with my love. when we got in the car. he was talking like nothing happened. like we were okay again. he took me to the local bistro and we had a nice dinner. and on the way home, without realixzing i reached into my purse and pulled out a ciggerate and my lighter and lit it. and before i knew it. andrew pulled over the car. took my ciggerate, my lighter, and threwit out the window and looked at me coldy. "give me your pack." he said with anger in his voice. out of being so scared by him i did what i was told, reached into my bag and gave hime my pack. he threw it out the window. turned to me and said. "i can't believe you just did that hayden. that's not just your baby it's mine." "i'm sorry." i said quietly. i guess iwasn't thinking. i guess i felt so normal that i forgot. when we got my house. andrew walked me to my room, and we sat on my bed. it was quiet. until i said. "we need to talk bout what were gonne do." he gave me a confused look. "what do you mean what were gonna do? were keeping it.and we are gonna raise this baby." "it's not your choice andrew it's my body." "so what would you rather do? kill it? that. is. not. an. option. i would never be able to look at you the same way ever again hayden." "that's not what i was saying andrew. what about adoption?" "no." "andrew, i was adopted." "i know, but you're not like your mother. a crack head, selling her baby for drugs at 14. you're not. we can raise this baby. hayden. we layed down and made this baby. we have to take care of it. take responsibility." he was right. but i had a choice to make. and with out warning. andrew looked at me and said. "is it mine?" i stopped and lookd at him. "of coures it's yours andrew." "what about..." he stopped. i knew what he was tinking. "no andrew, i havent seen my dad in six months." his face got brighter. "we can do it hayden. my parents did it. it was hard work. and they had rough patches. but they did it. and so can we." "andrew i don't know. i'm suppose to goto harvard in the fall. i got a full schloarship. i cabn't turn that down." "you don't hav to y'all can come live with me." "andrew... just give me some time to think okay..." "fine. i gotta go, i love you." and before i knew it he was gone. it was alll just happening so fast. what was i gonna do?

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------what do you think hayden's choice should be? and why? tel me what you think! (: (: (: