Attack On Life (Attack On Titans)

Chapter 6: The Burning Forest

It's been weeks since me and Hanji started back up the experiments for my eyes, I still don't know why there were going thru a big fuss about my eyes but they're. I was sitting in a chair waiting for Hanji to come back, Why isn't it working? I closed my eyes, come on I did it a few weeks ago why can't I do it anymore?! I tried my hardest then opened my eyes looking at the mirror, nothing... I groaned and slouched back looking up at the ceiling.

"you see Ananda, when you think you're determined you're not really determine. There's this thing inside of you that causes this change, we don't know what it is but I just need more time about it. Just know when your eyes change you are a more aggressive version of yourself, there's a lot of things about you that are unknow. Just know you're special"

I remember Hanji saying back then, I tapped my foot trying to be patient as possible but I couldn't something inside of me is keeping me from acting the way I act now. It wants me to act how I was when I was 16, still new to the trainee like everyone. I gripped the bottom of my chair so I won't move, "get your lazy ass up..." My eyes widen, who was that? I looked around for the source of the voice but I couldn't find the body, it sounded like someone I knew for a very long time... 

"Me, That's right slowness" I look into the mirror and saw myself with red eyes. I was surprised by the look once again but notice, I had, had a grin on my face but I was not grinning. How am I doing that? "I'm not you dipshit, I'm you just better", I lift a brow what makes you so sure about that? She laughed, "what do you think is with the red eyes? Not you, it's me making you better, I'm the one keeping you alive" then I remembered all the times I've could've died and suffered from depression. 

Where were you when I almost died and had depression? She pouts and rubs the back of her neck, "you're stubborn... You don't like sharing your body, plus last time I checked you stopped thinking and started fucking up," I growled and so she growled back, so I crossed my arms lifting a brow pouting. How bout we try and work something out? She smirks, "my thoughts exactly, here". Her hand came thru the mirror and reached out to me, "let's discuss this somewhere more comfortable" I stared down at her hand seeing it was pale. 

I grip her hand so she pulled back pulling me out the chair, When I went thru the mirror I just saw blackness. I looked around for some light, then I noticed the light was behind me. I turned around seeing myself in the mirror sitting down staring at the mirror without looking away, "So... About that discussion" she starts skipping around with a devilish smirk, I glare at her waiting for her to continue. "Why don't you give the body to me?" My eyes widen once she said that, I'm not giving you my body! You'll never know when to quite!

"Like hell I am" I scold, "I'm not giving you full control over me... One fourth" she crossed her arms glaring at me, so I glared back.

"Stubborn." She scuffed.

"Stop calling me that! I'm not stubborn, I'm just not comfortable not getting what I want"

She rolled her eyes, "for fuck sakes Ananda, I'm you! You act like I'm not going to act the same way as you"

"I said no and that final!" I shout, I was about to walk thru the mirror but she says.

"You need me Ananda... Just don't do me like that, how about half?" She suggested.

I rolled my eyes "I was purposely avoiding this..." I say sighing, I looked her in the eyes and held out my hand. She gives me the devil's glare so my eyes widen, what appeared behind her was a forest burning. Ashes falling everywhere, I see people trapped running away screaming and dying with the fire exploding, her eyes looked like the matches to all this torture and death to humans. I felt my body locked up because I couldn't move, I didn't want too... I felt like if I moved it would get worse.