Fairy Tail x Reader

Sting x Reader - Hatred

I am so sorry for how long it has been taking me too update. I decided that I no longer want to write these in 2nd person. I want to do it more professionally and make it more enjoyable to read. My goal is to give you a new story every week but don't get mad if I fail because I'm a failure XD. Hope you guys enjoy this and stay tuned for more like it :D

Warning!! This chapter has depression, selfharm, bad thoughts and suicide in it. If you do not like those things do not read this. Wait for next week's chapter.

Reader's POV~

"That is why this country should be a republic." I concluded my speech and walked back to my seat in the middle row close to the window. I loved having a seat next to the window, especially in this class. Outside this classroom is straight to where the boys on the track team train and they do it without shirts on.

"Thank you (y/n), that was a great speech. Look forward to the grade." Ms. Bohlen told me, I gave her a small smile and went back to the window. There was this one boy on the track team that had flawless blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes. His name is Sting Eucliffe.

I'd never get anywhere with him, not even friends. He hates my guts. In middle school he asked me out. I was sooooooo happy, you had no idea how much I wanted him to ask me out. But my best friend Minerva had a gigantic crush on him, she would NOT shut up about him. So I had to turn him down. But I couldn't just turn him down, Minerva would never forgive me for being liked by her crush. So I had to make it big and dramatic.

I ended up yelling at his face, screaming about how insulted and humiliated I was that he asked me out. It hurt so much to watch his happy face grow into a frown and tears run down his face. He didn't deserve any of it. I broke and smashed his heart just to keep my best friend who ended up leaving me anyways.

During the first year of high school my mom died in a car accident and my dad started becoming an alcoholic. He became very abusive and I never felt safe. I would pour out my heart to who I thought was my best friend but Minerva just shut me down, saying she didn't care and went on talking about what she was going to wear for her date with Orga.

At that point, I had enough, I straight up walked away and never spoke to her ever again. Some might say that was a bad idea because Minerva was a very powerful person in high school and she made my life a living hell after I left her. But I thought it was worth it. I ended up with no friends and Sting still hated me, I thought that losing all my friends would be enough for him to forgive me, but I guess not.

"Ding-Dong, Ding-Dong!"

I rose from my seat and collected my books. I walked out of the classroom and down the halls until I saw my locker. Right next to it stood Sting, putting away his books. At the start of this year mine and Sting's lockers were put right next to each other. In the beginning, I was really excited. But let's just say, Sting wasn't.

He would complain to his friends, give me glares every time we are both there. He even brought it up with the principle. That day when I was brought into the office to discuss the matter, my world shattered. Now I feel like shit, never having the motivation to do anything. It's all because of this one stupid blonde haired boy.

I walked up to my locker, not even giving him a glance. I reached my hand to my lock and quietly unlocked it. The barely audible sound reached his super ears and he let out an over exasperated sigh. In a hurry he grabbed his books and slammed the door to his locker shut. In a fraction of a second he looked at me, butterflies filled my stomach. But he gave me a nasty glare before walking away. I felt broken, wanted to break down crying, apologize for what I did to him all those years ago. But I couldn't, he wouldn't let me near him. I'm done, I want to give up.