BROKEN By: RONNEA STILES

James

James 22

I laid in bed staring up at the ceiling throwing my football in my hands. I tossed it back and forth still thinking about what Queen said. I honestly wanted to know what she was doing and how she was doing. It's only been a week since I've spoken to her but it felt like years. I stopped playing with the ball and stared off into space. I wanted to know what she meant and was talking about when she mentioned my father, or maybe she was just mad and said things out of emotions. Either way I was confused about everything and I wanted to know answers. What I really want is to redo everything with Queen, especially what I said to her. It wasn't me it wasn't my character, I was just pissed I feel stupid. I lost the girl I love. I guess I need to let it go, nobody approves of her anyway and it's probably best if I get back to practicing football. School starts in a month. I got out of bed and started getting dressed so I could go outside and practice. Later on today I'm going to take Sylvia out to dinner. I also need to apologize to her, maybe she is the right girl for me. She's classy, respectful, and pretty. I sighed and kept getting ready to go outside.
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Sylvia's hair was down and curled up into a million complicated swirls. She had on a black tight fitted dress that showed off every inch of her slim body. She really couldn't look any more beautiful. I sat across from her at the table in a booth with a suit on, as we both looked through the menu.
"This is really nice".
"Yea, but Sylvia I honestly want to apologize to you for everything I said. I was going through a lot and I was really heated and took my anger out on you."
"It's ok . . . I honestly understand".
"Do you really?"
"Yes I understand you like that dir . . . Queen very much".
She then gave me a fake smile. I looked down at my hands.
"Actually that's why I brought you here tonight. I wanted to tell you I really do like you. It took me a minute and I had to think about it but now I've realized, you're the girl for me".
I then looked up and stared Sylvia in her eyes .
"I, I really don't know what to say".
"Don't say anything . . . just know I'm really happy you let me take you out and glad we're here together".
She blushed a little then started playing with her napkin.
"Honestly since we're confessing to each other my feelings for you haven't changed, but I just need to know you aren't going to go back to that girl".
"Believe me I'm not . . . she's long gone. I guess you and the other church people were right".
Sylvia reached over and grabbed my hand.
"Yes they were right, church people are always right hunny . . . but it's okay because she was unholy and not right for you".
I shook my head ok, as the waitress approached the table.
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Later on that night after leaving the restaurant Sylvia and I walked around my neighborhood just talking. It was nice out.
"This is, sort of romantic".
Sylvia said.
"Well I'm happy it is to you".
She stopped walking and turned to face me. Her hair blew with the light wind.
"Kiss me."
I was surprised to hear her say that but yet it still made me happy. So I did, I leaned in and kissed Sylvia's lips. They were soft like a warm blanket. She gently held unto my neck as I grabbed unto her small waist and continued to kiss her. She kept kissing me slowly putting her tongue into my mouth. It felt as if our tongues were dancing around together like ballerinas.
"You want to go inside?"
I asked her.
She looked me in my face for a good minute then shook her head yes. My parents weren't home tonight and I really did want to have sex with Sylvia. So we went inside of the house and walked to my room. She sat on the end of my bed and I sat next to her. I pulled her closer to me and we started to tongue kiss again. I slowly put my hands up her skirt gently touching and rubbing the inside of her thighs. She started to kiss me more fiercely as I slid a side of her panties to the other side and slowly rubbed my fingers along her clit. She started to moan as I rubbed faster. Her pussy was getting wetter and wetter as I kept rubbing it faster. I took my hands from under her dress and laid her down on the bed taking her dress off. When I finished I took my pants off. I got in the bed and started to kiss her, I was kissing her lips then moved down to her boobs kissing and sucking on them. Her boobs were nice and big, but that's when she suddenly stopped me.
"I've . . . I've never done this before".
I was stunned by what she said, I actually thought Sylvia wasn't a virgin.
"It's ok. I'll be slow and gentle until you get the hang of it."
I got up to get a condom off of my night stand. I hurried to put it on, then came over to the bed and gently opened Sylvia's legs. I started to slowly move up her body, getting ready to put my dick inside of her. She flinched as I slowly put myself inside of her. She tightly held unto my back as I was slowly stroking inside of her. I was starting to increase my speed so she pulled and held onto me even tighter.
"Slow down".
She weakly moaned but I couldn't control myself and I started to go faster, her pussy was really tight and wet around my dick and I was loving it. I kept moving faster and faster as my dick moved in and out of her as she screamed my name loudly back and forth. That's when I came. I then pulled out, all out of breath and moved to the other side and laid next to her in the bed. She then out of nowhere rolled over on top of me and whispered
"I love you"
Into my ear. I don't know if it was the moment, by instinct or even how good her pussy felt. Whichever one it may be I don't know but I whispered back and said,
"I love you too".
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Sylvia and I were a thing now, my parents loved it and so did the people at church. It was July now and I hadn't even thought of Queen once. Everyone was right about her, she wasn't the right girl for me. Sylvia was. I knew that and had no problem with it now, everything started to go back to normal. I was practicing football more and worked harder on my skits. Life was good.