BROKEN By: RONNEA STILES

James

James 24

I didn't know what to do. All I could do was hold Queen. Her light sobs touched and ached my heart. I didn't know how to help her. I couldn't think of which part was worse, her overdosing and discovering that she's pregnant, or that she's pregnant by her dad. All of it was just too much, I knew Queen had a story but I didn't know it was this deep. She lifted her head from my chest and looked up at me, her curls were all tangled together and her eyes were so low I could barley see them. She looked so jaded. I didn't know how to help. She sat up in my car and tried to fix her tangled hair.
"I'm sorry for getting tears all on your shirt".
I looked down at my shirt, large wet tears stained it.
"It's ok really this shirt is old anyway".
Queen just gave me a fake smile.
"Now you know my story . . . Now you know everything".
She said in a monotoned voice.
I didn't say anything I couldn't think of a response. I just looked at her.
"My baby's gonna have a prostitute as a mother whose so fucked up and doesn't even know how to take care of herself unless it's sex. Ha! Sounds like a great thing to tell her".
She started to laugh. I just sat there and watched her. I was lost, I couldn't help heal her broken heart.
"She's gonna love me! Her prostitute ass mother! She's gonna come to me and say "Hey mother how do I get a job?" And my response is going to be "Oh baby all you gotta do is just open your legs and take the best offer you get, that'll do the trick!" Open your legs and everything will be ok . . . Or, or one day she's going to ask "Who's my daddy mommy?" And I'm going to say "Oh hunny it's your grandpa, yea I know sounds bizarre but he's also your father too!"
I hurried and stopped Queen from saying any more as she started to sob loudly. Tears from her eyes flowed down her face like hard rain on a stormy night. I grabbed her but she pushed me away.
"Just stop! Stop it!"
Queen quickly rushed and got out of the car. I got out to catch her. The wind outside was blowing hard.
"What do you want me to do Queen, I'm here ok I'm trying!?"
"Leave me alone! Haven't you noticed I'll fuck your life up don't you see that!? Don't you see what I'm doing to you already?!"
"It doesn't have to be like this, I can get you help we could go to the cops".
"Cops! Cops will never believe some whore!"
"You're wrong your not a whore I don't care what's said about you. Queen you're a beautiful and smart girl and your father, your father. He's a sick minded individual just like the rest of the men who use you! If I would have known that was him in the room I would have broken every bone of his, because you don't hurt people. Especially the ones that I love".
Queen walked over and she started to kiss me. I immediately kissed her back. Out of no where she suddenly stopped kissing me and turned around walking back to the car to get inside. I followed behind her, but she didn't get into the front seat instead she sat in the back seat. So I did as well. We began to kiss again, she then got on top of me and started rubbing on my dick.
"Queen . . . Please stop".
I knew this wasn't right and so did Queen but she kept doing it anyway. She kissed me more and more on my neck. She then reached her hands down to my pants, she pulled my pants down. She then took off my boxers and started to jack off my dick, I grabbed her.
"Queen please stop".
"Isn't this what you want!?"
The grasp of her hand around my dick became harder as she was pulling her shorts and panties down while trying to get on top of it. She started to bounce.
"Queen . . . I don't wan . . ."
She shut me up as she rode me moving her hips and butt cheeks. I grabbed and pulled her closer holding unto her tight. She moaned as I saw tears fall from her eyes. I didn't know what was going on. She moved faster and faster, I was trying not to enjoy this.
"Queen . . . please stop".
She kept going faster as more tears were falling from her eyes.
"No daddy you like to see me cry remember?!"
She stuck her tongue down my throat still bouncing on top of me more and more. I could feel my self inside of her almost ready to cum. I knew none of this was right at all so I hurried and pushed her off me. I couldn't deal with Queen I didn't know how to help her. She stared at me as I was pulling my pants up.
"Please hurry and get dressed".
"What's wrong don't you like fucking me huh, don't you like hurting me!?"
That's when she punched me hard in my face. I grabbed her hands as she tried to do it again. She was going crazy.
"Queen you have to go!"
She loosened her grip then put her clothes on.
"Send me away! Like everyone else does!"
I didn't know what just happened but I couldn't deal with it either. After she finished getting dressed I got out and opened the door for her.
"I'm sorry Queen you're right I don't know how to help you".
She shook her head and wiped her face.
"You never could".
I pulled my wallet out, I had three hundred dollars. I handed it to her. She took it.
"Thanks".
She walked away slowly. I rubbed my head, it was hurting from all the thoughts roaming around inside, moving fast like a whirlwind. I just got back in my car and sat there.