I don't want to lose myself (killua x reader)

You look like a zombie

Lizzy P.O.V

"(Y/N)!" I yell running over to her. I left her up onto my arms. I can feel tears running down my cheeks. Leorio runs to my side and kneels down.

"It's going to be alright. Let me have a look at her." He request, I moved her out of my arms onto his. "Where's her room?" He asks me. I blink my tears away.

"Upstairs, down the hall, and the last door." I instructed him pointing to the stairs. "Wait, here." He says with a serious face and voice.

I nod. He heads upstairs until he's out of sight. I wait impatiently walking back and forth. I bite down on my nails.

I could hear gon's voice trying to calm me down. Since I'm so distracted, his voice comes out muffled. My breath becomes heavier.

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Is she going to be alright?

Did they find her?

If they did, she'll cry, she be in pain.

She'll be afraid. I don't want that, please be okay.

(Y/n), your like the sister i never I had.

"Calm down, she's okay." Were Leorio's words. I stop in my tracks. "I just need to ask you questions." He said grabbing out a notepad. I nod giving him a serious look.

"How much sleep has she been getting?"

"I don't know. But with all the nightmares, not much. I guess."

"Nightmares? How are these nightmares. Flashbacks or traumatic past events?"

"Traumatic past events."

I heard everyone in the room gasp in shock. Except that Kim girl. She was on her phone texting with a smirk plastered on her face. I can feel anger rising within me.

She doesn't care that someone's hurt. She's so cruel.

"You can go see her, she should be awake." Leorio said giving me a small smile. I run upstairs. I swing open the door to her room.

She is sitting up with a book in her lap. Her black hair is put into a messy bun. Her (e/c) eyes land on mine.

Reader P.O.V

My eyes wonder off from the book into lizzy's eyes. I look back down at the and turn the page. I bite down my lip.

I really don't want to face her.

I let out a sigh. I have to look back up, whether I like it or not. I don't want her to worry about me, now do I?

I look back up to meet with lizzy's pretty orbs. I give her small smile. I gently close the book, and place it on my night stand.

She moves closer to me. She sits down on my bed making it dip a bit. Her hand moves to my face. She places her palm on my cheek.

Her thumb carefully touches the bottom of my eyelid.

"How much sleep have you been getting? With these bags and circles; I'm afraid no guy would want you." She says softly trying to smile.

A smile wryly plays on her lips. I give her a big fake smile.

I give her a soft giggle and say, "Of course, that's what I've always wanted. For guys to back off." She laughs but I could tell its forced. I place my hand on top of hers.

"I'll be alright. No need to worry. After all, I'm a strong independent woman."

She stars at me with a serious look. I shift uncomfortably in my bed. I hear footsteps come closer.