Good by Nature

Chapter 11 - Embrace

Emma POV

As I sat on the bathroom floor trying to catch by breath I heard Killian and some women yelling unable to understand what was being said , I thought it was be best to stay here for a bit. 10 minutes had passed till the yelling stopped and the door slammed shut. I slowly walk back to the lounge room to find Killian on the ground, his knees up to his chest and tears streaming down his face. I sat down next to him feeling like it had been my fault "I'm sorry" I shyly said just enough for him to hear, without words he put his hand around my waist pulling me into his embrace. I had never seen Killian so sad and vulnerable as the tears continued to flow down his face just as the rain did outside, the storm had calmed down and I would of been safe to go home but I wasn't leaving him not after what had happened and I hope he would open up to me but I wasn't going to push it tonight.

We stayed in this embrace for what felt like forever till Killian spoke "I think we should get to sleep it's been a long day, love" his eye were all puffy and red from crying, I just nodded and followed Killian to his bedroom. "Here you good swan, feel free to wear one of my tops if you like" saying as he pointed to his dresser "I will be on the couch if you need me." 

As he began to walk away I grabbed his wrist "Wait Killian!" I cleared my throat "Stay with me." I knew I shouldn't be asking for this after what had just happen. "Emma" he sighed "I would love to, but you know I can't. We have already taken things way to far tonight" he said starting to tear up again. "Killian. please nothing will happen I just want to have you hold me one last time before we have to stop this" 

He finally gave in coming over to help me out of my clothes and into one of his t-shirt, it was so comfy and smelt just like him. We hopped into his bed, I was cuddling up to his chest listening to his heart beat once again. This moment felt prefect and I didn't want it to end, I look up to see him staring at my with those beautiful blue eye "Killian I know i said nothing was going to happen" I was quickly cut off by a passionate kiss. "I just wanted one last kiss but we both know this can't continue, but i will still tutor you if you wish, at your parents of course" I nodded in agreement, I was a little sad but at least I would still have him close. "But Emma" he paused taking a deep breath "I will be waiting for you, once you graduate I will make you mine" I felt butterflies in my stomach before answering him "And I will wait for you Mr Jones." His eyes then locked on mine "Killian if you look at me any harder your gonna dill a hole in my head." Those big blue is making me melt "Oh sorry love" He smirked then press his lips on mine once more before we drifted off to sleep.

Killian POV (Next Morning)

I woke to a cold empty bed thinking of last nights event, Emma's body rubbing against mine and the sweet scent of her long blonde hair in my face as I slept but also I thought of Milah and what she had told me, I didn't know what to believe! Was she just lying to get back in my life or was it the truth! I shock my thoughts out of my head and got up noticing a note on my dresser.

"Killian

I'm sorry for leaving so early but I couldn't bare the thought of saying goodbye, I don't regret anything that happen last night, I will wait my whole life time for you to be mine, but for now I will leave something for you. It's on the kitchen counter.

Love YOUR Emma xx

P.s if you ever wish to talk about that women I will always be here."

'Your Emma" she was mine, even tho I couldn't have her right now. I walked into the kitchen to find her necklace, the one I had seen that allowed us to meet. I went to the bathroom and put it on, it wasn't to girl luckily. I was going to wear it everyday until I could hold her in my arms in front of the world!