The Boy With Blue Eyes {A Kurt Cobain Story}

Little Talks

I sighed as I laid my head against the now cold window, looking out at the dark roads of Aberdeen as we pasted them all.

Kurt and I haven't said one word to each other since getting in the car. He keeps gripping the steering wheel as he gazes out at the road, the radio blasting Air Supply and Black Sabbath.

I slowly lifted my head as I looked at him, just in time for his eyes to meet mine.

He sighed a little as he ran a hand through his hair, looking back at the road as he seemed to relax some, making me relax as well.

"You okay Bean...?"

I kept looking at him as my mouth opened and closed, not really sure how to respond to that. I am at peace with the fact that my mother and father will never be my mother and father. That's something I've had to deal with for what seems like forever.

"I guess so. I can't change what's happened. I can't make them be apart. They're grown ass people that are so fucked up, that maybe they really are meant for one another. He's the undoing of her. And she's the undoing of him...."

Kurt glanced at me from the corner of his eye as he sighed once more, his grip slowly loosening on the steer wheel.

"I know. Believe me I know... But somehow, they always find a way back to each other. It's so odd. I don't understand why your mom would even go back to a man that treats her the way he has..."

I shook my head, agreeing with him. I really don't either. She's only allowing him to do that to her. And I know she loves him. Very much. And love can be evil. But this.... you don't treat someone you love like this.

"I know. I've never understood it KC... at all. But oh well. That's their problem. And I'm not getting in the middle."

Kurt slowly made the car come to a stop as we parked outside where we've been staying, turning it off as he turned towards me, sending me a little smile, making me smile as well.

"I'm sorry.... coming back here has really dug up old shit. This place has always been toxic for us both."

I softly patted his arm as I chuckled slightly, laying my head against the seat as I gazed up at him, his eyes shining bright in the light of the sky. 

"No. It's okay. Really. Maybe this is exactly what I needed to move on from it. And thankfully, my best friend was by my side through all of it, even though I told him not to worry about it because of the madness going on in his life...."

He chuckled slightly at my nagging tone, making me laugh for the first time in a bit, feeling like old times.

This town has really brought back a lot of memories. Some good. Some bad. And all the good ones were with him.

"Hey.... you should have known I wouldn't listen. And besides, were both equally as mad. We're crazy little piss ants aren't we?"

I laughed so hard at the tone of his voice it made my stomach hurt as he just gazed at me, softly laughing at my reaction.

"Fuck. Another Cobain great. Wait. I'm sorry. Kurdt Kobain. My apologizes."

He laughed really hard as I poked him, grinning slightly. For their new single, Love Buzz, they did some funny shit and Kurt spelt his name out like that.

It's not officially out yet. But they went in for the details and it's set in stone. Nirvana is going to be releasing their first single. And it's unbelievable.

When he came out of the meeting, he practically glowed from head to toe with happiness. I can't even describe how that made me feel.

"Oh haha funny Bean. You know you like it..."

He wiggled his eyebrows at me as I laughed even more, shoving him slightly as he mocked a sad face, making me chuckle as I instantly hugged him, reaching over the console as far as could.

He chuckled slightly as he hugged me back, tightly, making me grin.

"I do...."

He rubbed my back just as we pulled apart slightly. I simply kissed his cheek before pulling away, just as Kurt grabbed my arm before I could get too far, simply looking at me with those intense blue eyes of his, a little smile on his lips.

I grinned right back as our eyes stayed locked with another, fully relaxed now.

Maybe this is exactly what I needed. Closure from them. And now that I have it, maybe things will get better.

And they already are. Nirvana is going places. They're getting noticed in so many spots.

Kurt is going to take the music scene by storm. Trust me....
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Hey guys! Sorry it took so long for me to update this. But I will be putting out another chapter very soon!

I hope you guys enjoy this one. ❤️🤗