The Boy With Blue Eyes {A Kurt Cobain Story}

Suicide Genes

After what seemed like ages, I'm finally getting to go to school with Kurt again.

No longer will I feel alone at this hell hole. I'll have my best friend that completely understands the feeling.

And thankfully, I won't be around my mother much. When I'm gone, she's usually home. But, once I return, she's always gone.

Which is fine by me..

Kurt's buddies are pretty cool dudes. They definitely didn't mind a girl hanging out with them. Which made me smirk. Horny bastards...

Today, Kurt wanted to show me the way they normal go to school, considering it's not that far away.

A short cut through the woods. Should be fun!

Halfway there, Kurt bumped his shoulder with mine, smiling a little.

"You alright Bean?"

I just looked at him, bringing a smile to my face, lacing my arm around him.

"Yup! Never better Cobain.. Never better.."

He smirked, pinching my side, making me squeal.

He laughed, doing it again, causing me to jump, running away from him, hearing him trailing right behind me.

The guys rolled their eyes, laughed, chasing me as well.

"Damn guys! Have my back for once."

I continued running, until I came to a complete halt, my eyes widening in fear.

I covered my mouth, tears coming to my eyes.

A boy was hanging from a tree, swinging in the wind.

I froze. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak.

I heard the foot steps stop behind me, hearing them gasp.

Except Kurt.

He walked a little closer, staring at the boy, not moving his eyes once.

I stared at Kurt, slowly walking over to him, placing my hand on his shoulder, not looking at the tree.

He slowly looked away, at me, an unreadable look on his face.

"He looks so peaceful.."

I looked up at the boy, pain filling me.

This poor boy.. He looks like he's our age....

I looked back at Kurt, placing my face onto his shoulder, not being able to look anymore.

But Kurt, he seemed fascinated...

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Finally, school officials came around, shooing everyone away from the gruesome scene.

I gladly walked away. But still saw that boys face in my mind. Something I feel will never leave it.

Kurt came running up behind me, grabbing my hips, trying to make me laugh.

He was acting so calm. I didn't understand..

He noticed the look on my face, smiling.

"Bean, I have suicide genes. It's normal for me. My family. Remember?"

I looked down, shaking my head.

"But Kurt, that doesn't mean you have to.."

He brought my face up, looking at me.

"Hey, don't look so sad. If it happens, it happens."

My eyes widened, slapping his arm, in sadness, anger. I don't know..

"Kurt! Don't! Please, don't even think about it. I will knock your ass out.."

He laughed, an amused look in his eyes.

"Damn Bean! Calm down. I was joking..."

I looked up at him, smiling a little.

"I swear Cobain..."

He grinned.

"There's my Bean. C'mon, let's ditch. Might as well..."

I looped my arm with his.

"Agreed. Who needs school anyway..?"

He smirked.

I just smiled.

But I couldn't stop thinking about what he said.

He has suicide genes...

Just the thought...