The pain of a watching helpless

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My Mom walks in and sees Maddie. She's a bit shocked but, not to shocked cause it's Maddie. Maddie smiles at her and that makes everything just fine.

"How are you Maddie?" She asks

"I feel better then I have in a long time" she answers looking at me

"Is it because, you don't have the stress of the team anymore?" My Mom asks

"A little, I miss the team a ton and now that I'm without it I realize how lucky I was to have such a great team of friends"  Maddie answers with a big grin

"I'M glad to hear!" My Mom answers

We all head towards the kitchen of the apartment, every chance I look at Maddie, my saver, my life, and sigh. My mom starts unloading groceries and begins cooking dinner... We stand there in silence. Then I see Maddie look at her phone. Maddie then takes a breath and speaks.

"I have to go" Maddie says with dissatisfaction

"Are you sure you can't stay for dinner... You know your always welcome!" My Mom says with such a kindness, almost like she knows just how much Maddie now means to me.

"No, I have a date" Maddie answers

"Have Fun... Be responsible" my mom starts with her parenting skills

"Oh. Please it's just a movie" Maddie sighs

"Have fun" I say trying to sound happy even though I want to ball my eyes out right now. I think she doesn't fully believe me but, she still smiles at me wit her beautiful blue eyes. And I grin back at the sight of such beauties. Maddie embraces me then, and I hold on tight. When she goes to leave, I let go knowing she is going to be with someone else. Someone who could never understand her the way I do!

I walk Maddie out and my eyes watch her walk away...

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