Maddie's big night

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Maddie's P.O.V

Once we were at the movie all I could do was think..... To be honest I have NO idea what movie we are even at... Something about a gallant guy or girl maybe.... I can't even telling his hand is on me my mind is overwhelming with thoughts about my career, my family and Jojo. When I heard she was going to kill herself I came running as fast as I could.

I was scared....

What I was scared of hough is what I find hard to figure out....

I guess I don't like the idea of someone taking their own life....

But, I know there was more then that to my rash decision making skills...

I wouldn't want to loose someone I know again?

No.... That's still not it

I wouldn't want to loose Jojo with her blond hair, adorable smile and her goofy jokes that always make me laugh and forget how messed up and stressful my world is!

Yea, that's it but only part?

Next thing I knew the movie was over. The only reason I ever even noticed was the fact I feel when Cody tried to pull me up. I'm definitely going to have a bruise or 2. Better hope Abby dose not see when I visit her tomorrow afternoon. We walk to the front wearing hoodies to cover our faces. Our goal was to have a nice regular date. He takes my hands and squeezes, I don't squeeze back and then he lets go. I feel bad I'm sorta ruining Cody and my date but, I just can't help these bought a in my mind.

We walk out side to my Moms car and we hug goodbye and I get in her car. On the way home she asks questions about the movie and stuff and I practically make up answers... Oops

When I got home I ran straight to my room and took out my phone.

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