Hard To Love|Chris Brown Prequel [Completed]

4:::The bus trip

Chris's POV

Honestly speaking,I feel something when Im with Cass,it's like she's my daughter but sadly she ain't.Cass will be the one who will keep me closer to her mom cause I can see she likes me alot,even though her mom despise me.

The only time I remember talking to Jess was when I had a bad hangover,when Im heavy faded I don't remember a single thing about the last night.Jess just threw me out that mornin and I was confused though,even now I am still but trust me she will tell me in no time cause Im already feeling guilty.Maybe I did something wrong to her,I'm even bipolar and when I'm drunk and somebody makes me angry...

Now I was getting ready for my departure to Virginia,we were getting ready to go with a bus.The only person who's not here yet is Jess,we waiting for her by her house.Tyson the driver honked the bus horn as I was leaning at the bus door

The rest of the crew was getting impatient by her lateness but I wasn't because I understand she has a child and toddlers are hectic if you ask me

Cass saw me and instantly,I saw a smile form on her lips,she ran to me and I picked her up kissing her cheek

"Where mummy at?"I asked

"Mummy is trying to pick up the bags"she pointed on the house

"Ok,lets go and help mummy out ok?"she nodded as I put her down

I saw Jess trying to take some semi-big suitcase,instead I took it away from her

"I can handle it" she gave me a stank look

Why does she hate me?

"Look,I didn't ask for your help"she rolled her eyes

"Can we just take the bags and go?"I asked bored already by her attitude

"Whatever"she sighed and rolled her eyes

I hate that

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-In the bus-

Jess's POV

Cass was sleeping by the sleeping couch,luckily me and Chris don't share the same room in this bus.I was scrolling on my grey Sony Z3,just checking the tabloids and new trends on fashion and other random stuff

The bus stopped,probably at the garage,if so thank you loord! Im craving some chocolate.Chris came in

"Wanna go out?"he simply said

I nodded

"Cass?"he asked

"She sleepin"I said standing up

"Ok come with me"he said

I followed him and we were at the garage,I decided to go to the restroom and did my girly stuff

I was washing my hands until a random guy barged in the bathroom,what is he doing here?

"How can I help you? This is a female toilet"I said arching my eyebrows

"Yeah I know that,just saw a fine thick lady in here.I've got $300 for one night stand"he said biting his lips

I was now getting scared,memories of the past came cause I knew exactly what he's tryna say

"Fuck you!"I slapped him and tried to run away but he grabbed my arm forcefully,just like Chris did when he raped me

"Huh I know you want this"he chuckled evily still his hands on my arms

"Let me go!"tears streamed down my face as I took a soap holder and hit his head,he collapsed or whatever

I ran out of the garage,seeing Chris waiting for me,I think.Right now I was scared and memories of me being raped came back.I found myself hugging Chris crying into his chest

He carried me bridestyle in the bus,other crew members were confused but now I sorta felt safe with my rapist.Wait...how? I don't know why

Chris put me on my sleeping couch and wrapped his arms around me while I was crying non-stop,my body was freezing,words were gone.I was suprised why Chris hasn't asked me anything

Not that I was complaining because Im the one who said we'll only talk business.Why was he being nice to me? Why did I find comfort with him? Techninally with the person who raped me.He doesn't wanna know what he did to me at this moment

"Aren't you gonna ask me what happened?"I asked sniffing

"You the one who said we talk business only"his husky voice said with an attitude

I kept quiet,he sighed

"I take it you're fine now,im gonna leave you."he said unwrapping his hands around my back,walking to the door with a sad face

"Chris"

"Yeah"he said with sarcasm

"Don't leave me"I said sadly,not believing I said that

"Are you sure?"he slid his hands into his pockets

I nodded and he came back in the sleeping couch,comforting me until

I fell asleep
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