Hard To Love|Chris Brown Prequel [Completed]

:::9 Guilty

Chris

I was ready to leave Virginia,even though my heart says I should fix things with Jess but my soul says I should leave them and go back to my girlfriend.I bought plane tickets for Cass and Jess and put them in their hotel room cause they weren't there.Cass is now discharged and Im very greatful to god for that

We were all leaving today,I was gonna leave with the bus and the rest of the crew.I didn't want to be in the same place as Cass,that would bring back the happy and sad memories.

7 hours later,we arrived in LA.It was about 18:00 in LA so I was early for my girl,damn I missed her.My chauffer Dave put in the bags in my house,I went in the house.It smelled delicious,my baby must be cooking up a storm for me

I went to kitchen and there she was tasting something,I tip toed and hugged her from behind "Chris!,you scared me"she chuckled and turned around her body to face me,I kissed her Vietnamese brown lips like I never did before.I asked for entrance of course she gave it to me,I slid my hand in her butt wanting her to give a nigga head

"Uh-uh not now Chris,lets eat dinner first dessert later"She murmured,I groaned "But you know I miss that ass"

She chuckled and turned back to the stove "Patience baby,I want you to put in your first baby in there" she mumbled eating a chocolate which was in the bowl.I cleared my throat "Like I should babe"I said sitting down on the island

My heart beated faster by hearing her say that.Only if she knew that somebody else has my first baby.I hate hiding the truth away from her,it's killing me.

After dinner,we were cuddling watching a movie about a child who grew up without a father,this movie is actually painful.Karrueche chose that movie,I don't know why but coming back to my senses.I don't want the same thing happening to my daught-,to Cassandra

I kissed K's neck softly,she moaned as I went downwards to her breasts.She moaned once again and grabbed my face kissing my lips roughly.I carried her body bridestyle not breaking the kiss between us.

"Wait"she stopped,I put her down and she looked at me

"What? Whats wrong?"I questioned

"Lets make Christopher Junior now"She stated and my eyes popped.I can't,Im not ready

"No,we can't"I shook my head and clenched my jaw

"Why not? We've been together for 3 years,what's stopping us?"She asked

"Because! I don't want another child!"I shouted and her face turned into a confused face.I said that by mistake

"Another child? Wait Chris,you have a child I don't know about?"I saw her eyes water

"What no,no that came out the wrong way"I lied and she sighed in relief

"So what's stopping us then?"She asked and looked on the side,I don't wanna disappoint her but 1 child is enough for now.Why does she keep pushing it

"I said Im not ready! Geez!"I headed upstairs to my bedroom.I was already pissed

Jess

Home sweet home,I sighed of a long trip I had in Virginia.I didn't even get the chance to visit my family even though I bumped into my sister.I won't lie and say I don't miss them,I do alot.They may have the not so good habits but they actually good in their own way.

I put an asleep Cass in my bedroom and put her in her crib.All the way back here,she's been quiet,barely eats.She missed Chris and she doesn't talk to me I hate that.Our connection is lost without Chris in our life,things aren't the way they used to be.Im quite happy that Chris exited our life but now that doesn't seem to work at all,Im happy but my daughter wasn't.What kind of thing is that?

I hate to admit it but Chris did change my daughter's happiness to sadness.I can't believe he's so heartless,I guess what people say about him in the papers are true.He is a pathetic person who only thinks about himself and abuses people's emotions.Then I think again,why did I even let him in my life? Whereas I knew he raped me.Funny how fate comes to you in an unexpected way

I unpacked Cass clothes and my clothes,chose the dirty ones and put them in a washing machine.After that,I changed into my zebra pyjamas.I took out my laptop and went in my study room

I checked over my emails and read an email from Karrueche Tran,saying she wants to work with me on a winter collection showcase.I never heard of her before but I can sure work out with people coming from different places.

She sent me a picture with a logo already on it,great! I can sure work with her company 'Glitz'.I emailed her back and told her to meet me at my office by 10 so we can discuss more about the winter fashion collection.I have already drew a few designs for winter but I didn't think to showcase them,If Karrueche likes them then why not try em out?

My phone vibrated,I looked at my Sony Z3 screen.A message from an unknown number

Unknown-How's Cass holding up?
I didn't know who may ask this,not like I have any friends around here

Me-Sorry,who's this?

Unknown-Chris,Duh😏

Oh him,could've crossed my mind

Me-Oh,Never saved your number.Cass is depressed,she can't eat,smile and play.All she does is play with the bear you gave her

I sighed and placed my phone on the table and continued to glue my eyes on the computer.My phone vibrated again,text from Chris

Chris-Please tell her I'm very sorry,How are you?

This guy actually had guts to ask me that,right now I can't even describe how Im feeling

Me-Why care all of a sudden? The next thing you care then you want nothing to do with us.Leave us alone please!

I texted back and switched off my phone.After finishing replying my messages and emails.I decided to go and sleep,I reached my bedroom and said a prayer for guidance and protection then kissed my daughter's cheek and dozed off to sleep

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