May take a while to get to the sdmn but stick with me pls.
Rose's POV.
I wasn't wanted at home bullied at school and considered suicidal.
Yeah, I had tried killing myself a few times but not being successful. My older brother was way more successful than I was. He made it far in the business world were I can barely make it through school.
I sat on my bed staring at the screen on my laptop. I was debating if I should do this or not. I looked at the screen and one ticket to London cost £800 I had saved up at least £2000.
I debated for a while before clicking confirm and shutting off my laptop. I shook the bad thoughts out of my head before getting ready for bed.
Laying under the covers I start to think over everything. Everything from when my grades started dropping to now laying in bed thinking crossed my mind making me drift off.
I look around and everything is the same. Well maybe this isn't a dream.
I start to walk out of my bedroom and into the living room. I notice a trail of broken picture frames and alcohol bottles. My father again.
I feel like I should clean up so I start to grab the big pieces of glass and carry them to the trash can.
When I exit I find my father leaning against the wall trying to stand in his drunken state.
His arms lift my feather light body off the ground and carry me towards a room.
"You will learn your lessons one of these days you sl*t," he said which really surprised me. He had always been gentle and kind to me even when he was drunk.
Waking up from that dream I hugged my knees and knew that I wasn't going to get sleep for another night. I check the time and the clock reads 02:34. So know I have to find a way to entertain myself.
I walk towards my closet and grab some clothes and start to pack my bag.
If I'm leaving my home I should at least take some of my stuff. Since I would be leaving tomorrow night I knew that I should make myself presentable.
I grab my teal skirt and set it on my chair. I also grab my tight black top with a lace back which I could tuck into the skirt.
For shoes I grab my black vans. I decide for my hair I am going to straighten it and get the fringe right.
I set out my make up pallet and decide to go minimal on the make up.
Seeing that I had passed an hours time I lay back down and fall asleep.
I wake up when my alarm goes off. I get up shower. I blow dry my hair straighten it and get my fringe right. I put on my minimal makeup and get dressed. I grab my black vans bag and head out the door skipping breakfast like usual.
Arriving at school nobody knew who I was and I liked that. When they finally figured out who I was they freaked out.
One of the jocks grab my arm and pull me into a janitors closet.
he starts to get really touchy. He is really close to my lips so I kiss him. kissing someone after not having a boyfriend for so long was nice.
He deepened the kiss. My hands were entangled in his short black hearts on the back of his head.
I then push him away wipe my lips off and walk out.
He seemed surprised and I left him with a little problem.
