Forever and Always

Chapter 22

I woke up in a white bed. My head was hurting like crazy. What the hell happened?

I only remember the court date and then...... oh.

I looked up to see my mother, but no Harry. Why wasn't he here? Maybe he's busy and going to visit later. I hope anyway.

Harry and I haven't spoken for a while. It's both really hard for us. We text but that's the farthest we can go without one of us crying or something. It's weird seeing Harry cry, but I understand. He said he loved me. That was the only good thing that happened on the court day. Everything else was a total disaster. Harry did a really bad crime, but I didn't want him to go. I miss him already, not speaking to him and not even looking at him. Its the hardest thing ever. Imagine how hard it will be when I could never look at him besides on days I'm allowed to go talk to him. Even then, I can only see him through a piece of glass.

Troy has been really supportive over this. He's sorry that this had to happen to me and Harry, but he says it's for the best. It's kind of like a test of our love. How long we'll be able to last a part from each other. In a few years Harry will be back, and hopefully won't do anything stupid ever again.

Sometimes I cried. During class in the back of the class room in a corner. No one cares really, but when I look up I know Harry is watching. He wants to come over and hug me but its too much for both of us to handle. In the shower I cry, walking back home. At the most random times my mind will wander to Harry and I'll just cry. Sometimes I'll smile at the fun moments we did have. Like when he told me he loved me, and how beautiful he looked in the hospital bed.

This entire relationship has become more difficult than I ever imagined. the pain I feel everyday, yet I haven't felt any thing like this toward anyone in my life. It feels good, but everyday it feels like dying.

My mother is coming to visit and I'm not looking forward to it. She doesn't like Harry, and she hates everything about my life. The college I chose, the friends I've made, Harry, my classes, my career choice. Everything is a disappointment to her. When she comes I'll get a lecture everyday for an entire week. I thought that was only for Junior High and High School, not from my mother while I'm in college.

I haven't told Harry over text message yet. It would be smart so he doesn't come by trying to talk or something. That would be the worst possible thing. She'll say 'your still dating him?' It would be said anyway, but if Harry was there it would be even worse.

"April!" I heard him say. I couldn't beileve it. I turned and Harry was running up to me. Why is he doing this? He knows I'm not ready. "Hey." oh my god I felt like crying now. I needed to get away. I started walking fast away from him. My short legs didn't help right now, he easily caught up to me.

There was a soft pull on my arm. I stood there, trying my best not to cry. I didn't look up at him because I knew that I would burst into tears. I didn't want to do that in public. I've done it enough.

"Hey," he bent down trying to make me look at him. His hands were on my shoulders. It was comfoting, but I still couldn't look at him. "April, we can't keep ignoring each other." he cupped my chin with his hand, he turned my head towards him. I couldn't help it. I looked at him. Our eyes met, and now I couldn't make myself look away. "I hate seeing you like this. I know it may hurt but I can't stand not talking to you. We have to make the best of the last few weeks we have left." I nod my head agreeing with him. A tear began to roll down. My skin caught on fire as his thumb caught the tear halfway down. "Please don't cry." he said, leaning in to kiss me. Our lips touched and it felt amazing.

We haven't kissed in so long. The kiss was perfect. There was a big warm feeling in my stomach, and I felt my arms wrap around his neck. His hands went down to my waist. Harry's tongue moved with mine as we continued to kiss. I broke it off. There was a warm feeling in my cheeks. They must be cherry read. Harry laughed a little looking at me. I poked his dimple, making him smile wider.

"Those dimples kill me every time." I say.

"Well, you kill me every second. Doing anything reminds me why I love you." his words making the fire in my belly spread. "Lets go back to my place." he said. I smiled and followed him to his car. I sat in the front and the drive there was quick.

I haven't been there in a while. It was familiar but it was like going to a family reunion. He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him. Our faces were close. I wanted to stand on my tipy toes and kiss him. I wanted to kiss him forever. Harry was smirking down at me, his dimples showing as usual.

Harry's hand slid down my arm, and onto my waist. He went to touch my bum, and then to the zipper of my pants. I usual panick when he does this. The only time we ever did this was when I was drunk. Which was never good. I don't even remember the first time we had sex, I just knew it hurt. Harry chuckled a little.

"You usually run away from me when I try and do this." he smiles. I suddenly felt really hot. I wanted Harry more than ever now. I wanted our naked bodies pressed together. I wanted all of Harry. Harry then unbottoned my jeans, and slid them down my thighs. I got them off my ankles.

He stood back and was amazed at my underwear. I had recently gotten some new ones. They were black lace, and I even bought a few thongs, but I wasn't wearing one right now. I should've. To make Harry happy. His eyes looked at my tan smooth legs. He bit his botton lip. The way he looked at me made me feel weak. Making me want him even more.

I stepped towards him and pulled his jeans down. I stood back and laughed a little at the buldged in his boxers. He smiled at me, and then walked over to get my top off. He did it quickly, and before he could step away to look at me I slid my hands under his shirt. Feeling his warm skin and his toned body. Harry let out a slight moan, I smiled at the way he was reacting so far.

His shirt was off now. We stood a few feet a part. Taking in one another. Looking over our bodies. I knew Harry was impressed, and I was weak from looking at his tan toned body for so long. The tattoos made it even better, and the way he held his bottom lip between his teeth made him more sexy. Harry stepped towards me. Our bodies were pressed up together now. His hands were going up and down my back, mine up and down his.

"Your so sexy April." he whispered into my ear, he began kissing my neck. I moaned a little, digging my nails into his back. "So, are you ready?" he asked, a mischevious look on his face. I nodded, he laughed a little at my reaction. I sounded desperate.

I was. I needed Harry more than anything.

Harry lifted me up, my legs wrapped around him, his hands supporting me under my thighs. He carried me up to his bedroom, and laid me on the bed. I was outstretched, my arms above my head. I stayed in the postition. Harry's eyes were scanning over my body again. His eyes dark.

I almost didn't hear but I heard him whisper "Fuck." as he gazed over my body. "A- April are you sure your ready?" he asked. I nodded. I was definatly ready. He nodded and walked over to a drawer. He pulled out a condom.

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