mending heart

STILL

RAFAEL'S POV

It's been 6 months. The pain's still fresh, it seems like yesterday.

After she left me after the revelations, it felt like my whole world crashed, especially when she left me. She left me there crying my whole heart out. Wala akong pakialam kung pagtinginan ako ng tao.

I tried to talk to her,pero di manlang niya ako pagbuksan ng pinto. Even calls, rejected pa rin. Nagiiwan na lang ako ng voice mails sa kanya,begging for her forgiveness ad telling how much I love her.

I gave her time to cool off. Three days as I thought was enough but. .

Yes, I was able to enter her suite only to know that she was not there anymore, a letter waiting for a read was left on her table.

[ Rafael Azcuna,

Mayabang, hindi showy, Antipatiko in short JERK ! That's the Rafael Azcuna I had met. Nakakasura !

But that's also the Rafael Azcuna I fell inlove. Nagbago naman siya, naging gentleman na, hindi showy pero sweet in his own unique way. But ofcourse still the jerk I love.

Thanks for the wonderful and sweet memories Raffy. Thanks for making me alive again.

I love you. I really do, but your baby needs you, Michelle needs you.

I'll go away, away from you. It hurts a lot but it's the right thing. You have your responsibilities.

Please don't find me. Cause even if you do, It'll be the same.

Go and be a responsible father.

I LOVE YOU BABE.

PLEASE FORGET ABOUT ME, AS I WILL FORGET YOU. . . . . . . .

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It hurts a lot ! It killed me. I didn't follow what she said. I went to the Philippines and searched for her but she's nowhere to be found. I also met her bestfriend AA, but I gained nothing.

Nakalimutan mo na ba talaga ako?

Now I'm living with michelle, a father, doing what a father should do.

Samantha Montes, my babe, my love, my everything, I miss you and I still love you.