I opened up my eyes and saw the bright sun shining through my window. I rolled over and looked at the clock.
8:59
I laid on my back as the memories of last night came flooding back to me. (A/N: lol that sounds like something someone would say at the 'morning after' if you know what I mean;) haha I'm so dirty minded)
I remembered it starting off pretty great, meeting Bridgette and Zack, I should probably Skype them soon... Then things took a turn for the worst, the boys freaking out about me being outside, crying, them yelling at me, me yelling at them, crying, telling them I hate them..., running upstairs, crying, locking myself in my room, them pounding on the door, pillow screaming, crying, staring out my window, and falling asleep to the sound of my own tears. Yesterday the boys finally left the door not even 5 minutes after I heard what Kian had to say, and they came back up one time pounding on the door trying to get me to open up... But it didn't work. I stayed in my room all day. Looking out the window.
I decided I couldn't fall back asleep so I wrapped my comforter around me and sat down to the familiar spot next to the window. I looked out and saw nobody.
After not even 5 minutes of looking and being bored I decided to sing a lil bit. I started tapping my hand and I whisper sang some Rascal Flatts. I seriously love Rascal Flatts. They make my day so much better, if I'm feeling sad, mad, bored, lonely, anything Rascal Flatts are always there for me.
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
My Wish has always been one of my favorites by them, I don't know why, it just always has been.
Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell
And the bruise it just won't go away
So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with the smile stands at the door
And says, Will you please come with me?
Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white, something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten, it won't come back again
