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"Well, do you want to get them frustrated to the point where they like have to forgive you? Or do you want to forgive them?" Trevor asked.
I looked back at my feet and thought about it. I hate being mad at people, and I really hate when people are mad at me so I'm getting sick of all this mad stuff. But, I don't want to forgive them.
I thought about it some more and finally came up with my decision.
"I want to..."
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"I want to make them forgive me, I know it's not what you said but, if they forgive me, and actually mean it, then I'll forgive them and everything will be fine!" I said slowly looking back up at Trev.
"Ok let me think for a little bit and I'll come up with something trust me I will. But right now, my feet are getting cold are yours?" I shook my head no so he looked back at his feet. "Ok well I'm gonna go. I'm sorry" he said while giving me a hug. "I'll come up with something I promise." He said before standing up. He looked at me one last time before walking back in the glass door and into the kitchen.
I knew better than that, his feet weren't getting cold, he was going inside to tell the boys what they needed to do. So believe me, soon enough, I will be joined by 4 boys apologizing.
I heard feet walking over to me and soon enough, I was greeted by another body next to mine.
"Hey Chlo!" Sams voice said surprising me.
"Sam? What are you doing out here?"
"What? I can't come and spend time with my favorite little 13 year old in the world?!?!"
"Only you're favorite 13 year old? Well... That's going to have to be a deal breaker than!"
"Fineeeeee you're my favorite little girl in the world!"
"Much better!" I said laughing and giving him a side hug.
"Anything to make you happy Chlo Chlo!" He said smiling. I smiled back but it started fading. I remembered that's what Connor always told me.
He would say "anything for you" and before, I didn't really think much of it but now, now that I realized how he hasn't said it for a while. I'm starting to miss it.
I looked back down at my feet.
"Hey what's wrong?" Sam asked noticing my mood change.
"Nothing" I said not wanting to talk anymore. I figured he got the memo seeing how he patted me on the back and stood up and walked inside the house.
Oh my gosh! Why do I have to mess everything up!!
I laid my back on the cement and looked up. I started pointing out shapes to myself in the clouds and slightly laughing at some of them.
I found a dragon eating a cupcake, a octopus giving a panda a piggy back ride, an elephant singing karaoke, and a heart. And you wouldn't believe how many cotton balls I found!!
I started getting really tired and started debating on wether I should go inside and up to my room or not. I decided against it cause I didn't want to face the boys right now. So instead I sat up and went back to my circle making, country singing, random thinking life.
I really wish I had a watch right now... I looked up at the sky. Ok so the sun is a little past right over me, and if the sun rises on that side of the house then it must mean, it's around 12:30 or 1. I applauded myself for such great time telling and realized, like before, I have absolutely nothing to do.
I heard the door slide open. I didn't feel like sitting up so I waited and felt 2 body's sit next to me.
"Hey Chlo!" Trevor's voice said breaking the silence.
"Hey" I mumbled sitting up.
"Umm... So the others were worried about you, so they made you some lunch." Sam said handing me a bowl of Mac and Cheese. I thanked him and grabbed it out of his hands.
"So, they can worry about me and give me food but they can't come outside and say sorry?" I asked confused.
"They're just... working on something" Sam said struggling for words.
"Oh so this little project of theirs is more important than me?"
"No no no!!! Nothing could EVER be more important than you!" Trevor said hugging me. Sam hugged me on the other side and I awkwardly sat in the middle and held my Mac and Cheese.
"TREVOR SAM!" We heard Jc's voice yell from inside. They looked at each other gave me one last hug, and walked inside.
Why does my life suck so much?
I began eating my Mac and Cheese waiting. Waiting for something to happen. And nothing did.
I finished me bowl and placed it on the ground next to me. I heard the doorbell ring and Connor greeting whoever was at the door. Must be someone important. Someone better than me. It makes sense though, why would they want to hang out with me? I'd much rather invite someone over instead of being with me, that's a fact.
I looked back at my feet and I heard the door slide open. A few seconds later it was closed. I kept my eyes on my feet until I saw a pair of feet by my right side. Joined by a pair of feet by my left. I then heard 2 chairs being pulled up behind me and being sat in.
"So, you want to talk to us now?" Connors voice asked from the right side of me.
I shrugged and kept my eyes on my feet.
"Ok I guess talking isn't an option" I heard Jc mutter behind me. I clenched my jaw and stared at me feet.
"Ok, Chloe, can you at least tell us why you're mad at us?" Ricky asked from the left of me.
"I don't know, I think it's pretty obvious" I answered with no emotion.
"Well it's not obvious to us" Kian spoke for everybody. And for the first time since they yelled at me, I looked right into Kians eyes.
"You should know exactly what I'm taking about." I said to him emphasizing 'exactly'
I saw his confused expression and sighed. I turned back around to my feet.
"Ok we're all confused here so wou-"
"I'm not confused" I said interrupting Connor.
There was a pause before Connor continued.
"Ok, Kian, Ricky, Jc and I are confused, so would you please tell us what it's about?" He said sincerely.
"Ok fine." I started. I looked up at the house and then back to my feet. "This morning I woke up, and after a long time of thinking I decided to apologize for yesterday." I continued the story telling them how I overheard them and they finally understood.
"Shit" I heard Kian say before he covered his face with his hands. The rest of the boys copied him until Connor finally spoke up.
"Shit, Chloe I am- We are SOOOOOOOO sorry! We never should have done that!" He started.
"We are so sorry! We completely overreacted!" Jc added.
"We thought we lost you! We were so scared we didn't even bother listening! We are SOOO sorry!" Ricky added.
"I never should have said that. We never should have done that! We were being stupid!" Kian said.
"We are all so sorry! We hated seeing you mad at us! Can you please forgive us?" Connor finished looking me in the eyes. I looked at the other 3. I turned back into Connors and realized what I saw in everyone's eyes.
I saw trust.
I saw forgiveness.
I saw regret.
I saw guilt.
I saw hope.
I saw love.
I smiled and gave Connor the bigger hug you could ever imagine. He squeezed me as I pulled away and turned to give Ricky a hug just as big. I stood up and hugged Jc. And finally I gave Kian a hug. I was about to pull away when I felt arms wrap around me. I looked up and saw Connor, then Jc, then Ricky. I smiled and thought about how weird we looked just hugging in a group, but that's just us. Not even seconds later, I heard the glass door slide open and we joined by 2 more pairs of arms. Sam and Trevor.
This is my life. And I'm loving it. We all just stood there hugging and smiling until I heard 2 all to familiar voices.
"Aww I just love it when everyone gets into a makeup sorry hug! Cute!! #family!!"
"HUGSSSSSSS"
I was pulling the boys off of me with a smile when I heard Zacks voice yell out.
"DON'T WE GET ANY HUGS?" I smiled and ran over to him.
"ZACK AND BRIDGE!!!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
I trampled Zack into a hug when I felt Bridgette join onto us.
I pulled away smiling and finally asked them.
"Wait, how'd you guys get here?"
"Oh you know, we walked out of our house using these things called feet! And we walked down the street over here!" Zack replied like the smart ass he is.
I sighed and turned to Bridgette.
She laughed and nodded her head over to the boys smiling faces.
I grinned and tackled them in another hug.
"How?" I asked when I finally pulled away.
"Oh we have our ways..." Kian said smirking.
"Oh yeah, next time you use my computer, might want to log out of Skype" Connor replied.
I smiled and all 10 of us sat outside laughing and talking for at least another hour until Ricky offered we all go get some Fro-Yo. We all piled into 2 cars and took off.
THIS is my life.
No, it's not normal. But it's my life.
I have 2 of my best friends by my side. And the best family in the world. What more could I ask for?
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