Recap:
He started leaning in, so did I.
No no no no no Chloe you can't do this.... No no no no no!!! You can't start falling for him! You CAN'T! What If you start dating? Connor wouldn't trust you 2 alone! What if you break up! Can you say Awk-Ward? Don't do it! I repeat DO NOT KISS TREVOR!
But his lips... His eyes... His.. STOP CHLOE!!
He leaned in even more we were a millisecond away.
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"I better get dressed" I awkwardly said backing away.
"Oh. Um-yeah" Trevor awkwardly said leaning against the wall.
"Um, see ya..?" I asked more as a question.
"Yeah" he mumbled. We stared at each other again before I finally stood up and left the room.
I quickly speed walked to my room.
I quietly shut the doer and leaned myself against it.
What have I done?!
Oh my gosh... My life is a mess!
What has he done?!
He's making my life a mess!
I mean yeah... I wanted to kiss him... He was just perfect sitting there, looking into my eyes. His beautiful beautiful eyes... And his lips... Oh how- STOP! Ok Chloe, you can NOT think like this!
Imagine what would happen if we started dating! Yeah, it'd start out all lovey dovey sweet but think about it!
The boys said they wouldn't want us to date unless we really like each other.. I like him yeah, but do I like him enough?
And does he even like me? Probably not.
And if by some chance the boys let us date, imagine all the rules! We wouldn't be allowed alone, they'd be watching us like a hawk, they would question EVERYTHING we do! I don't know if I'd be able to deal with that...
And by some chance if we start dating, and the boys and the boys are lenient on some rules, what would happen if we broke up?
Awko-Taco
Acca-Awkward
Just downright, Awkward.
My life would probably turn into some show for MTV!
So yeah, dating Trevor is a no-go.
But know what's going to happen? He tried to kiss me! What's it going to be like from now on! It was awkward when I was leaving the room! What's going to happen when were watching a movie together! Or eating supper! Or in the car! Or saying goodbye! Or just being by him?!
Ok calm down Chloe... Deep breaths...
In.....out.....in....out....in...and...out.....in...and....out....in..n..out...in..n..out..burger... Gosh I'm hungry.
I wonder what's for lunch?
Oh no lunch... We're going to have to be together again! Just kill me now!
Ok Chloe! Take a chill pill!!! Don't think like that! Stay positive! Lauren would want you to be positive! Lauren...
That's it... I'll call Lauren! She's always known what to do!
I opened up my door and was about to run downstairs when I almost ran into someone. I stared right into his eyes.
Trevor.
I quickly darted past him and ran downstairs. I searched for the nearest boy and saw Ricky sitting on the couch on his phone.
"Hey Ricky, can I use your laptop to Skype Lauren?" I asked with a sweet voice.
"Yeah of course! It's in my room just make sure you put it back"
"Yup! Will do thanks!" I said smiling and running back upstairs.
I creaked open Ricky's door and grabbed his laptop off his bed. I closed the door behind me and decided where I should call her. In my room..? No someone might overhear. I can't have anyone except Lauren knowing about this for now...
How about.. Outside!
Yes! Genius! I carefully walked downstairs so I wouldn't drop the laptop and I walked outside. I made sure the door was unlocked and I sat at my spot from before with my feet in the pool.
I opened up Ricky's laptop and clicked on the Skype icon. I logged in and checked to see if Lauren was on... She wasn't.
I sent her a quick IM saying I had to tell her something important and I quit out of her username.
I looked back at my contact list.
Hey! Zack was on! I mean I just met him and all but I think I can trust him! Plus, he's a guy so he'll known lento handle this situation. I smiled to myself for a second and finally sent him a video call.
Ring. Ring. Ring. Ri-
"CHLO-CHLO!" He yelled through the screen.
"ZACKY POO!!" I yelled back smiling.
"What's up my Chica?"
"Ummmm I'm having problems..." I trailed off.
"Care to elaborate?"
"Ummm..." I said thinking of the way to put it.
"Wait! I swear if you say you're in your fuckin period I will end the call right here and now!"
"NO!!!! I'm not on my period don't worry!" I say slightly laughing.
"Ok good! So what's up?" He asked.
"Well.... You remember Trevor right?"
"Um the shorter one? The 15 year old?"
"Yeah him. Well... Last night-"
"Oh my god you did not have fucking sex did you?!?"
"NO!!!" I yelled laughing. "IM 14!"
"Well sor-ry! You said last night and ya know..." He made the motions with his fingers. (👉👌)
"You're so disgusting..." I said shaking my head.
"Yup that's me!"
"Anyways... So last night we all had a movie night. Kian and Jc left and went upstairs but everyone else stayed downstairs" I continued telling him what happened, not saying the whole Connor part, and I got to the part where he tried to kiss me.
"Ohhhhh.... Yep... Ummmm" he said struggling for words.
"What do I do?! You're a guy! You should know!"
"Ok well... Just act like nothing even happened. And don't be hanging out just with him anytime soon. Let it ease away. And soon he'll probably forget! Unless he really likes you... Then, he'll never forget..."
"Oh gosh... Ok so just pretend nothing happened between us?"
"Yep!"
"Ok and what if he ends up really liking me?"
"Well do you like him?"
"Uh......"
"YOU DO!!!!!! Yes! Good I thought you two looked like you could be dating!"
"Yeah ok well I'm gonna go..." I awkwardly said.
"Ok, BYE CHLOEEEEEE!!!!"
"BYE ZACKYYYYYYYYYYY!"
"Call me later if you have anymore problems!"
"Will do!" I said smiling. I ended the call and logged out. I passed by Ricky on the couch and ran upstairs to put his laptop away.
Thank goodness I didn't see anybody. I then slowly wandered into my room and shut the door. I need to think.
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