~Chapter Eighteen~

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     "Go away I don't want to talk to you!" I yell.
      "Do u even know who it is?" I heard a female voice ask through the door as I open it and I ready myself to throw a punch at Tessa but she begs me not to holding her hands in front of her.
       "What do you want, are you taking over my dorm too?!" I ask sarcastically.
      "No I want to talk to you about Carter and Jett." She says not making eye contact with me.
       "I don't want to talk to you!" I say lightly.
      "Then listen, I took Jett's virginity. He didn't give it. And I lost my virginity to Carter and he lost his to me. Jett wanted to save it for a special girl but I made him think that I was special and I lied to him that I was a Virgin. And I have felt awful ever since he is in love with you. When you left the cafeteria he wanted to chase after you and we had to hold him back all of us. He blamed me for what happened and I took full blame cause it is my fault. He can't make you happy because I took one thing that could." She says slowly taking deep breaths in between each pause.
     "Does he seriously think that the one thing that makes me happy about seeing his beautiful face everyday and the fact that he makes me laugh constantly he thinks that loosing our virginity together is the thing that makes me happy. Because it's not. Holding his hand and kissing his lips and feeling his arms wrapped around me every morning makes me happy. When he makes me laugh and smile, when he lets me be myself that makes me happy. He makes me happy. He makes me feel skinny and beautiful when i think myself as plus size and alone and useless. He makes me so happy." I say with once again tears on my face.
      "I love you so much beautiful. I swear I do." I hear Jett say slowly as he walks through the bathroom door.
      "Did you hear all of that?" I ask slightly blushing.
     "Every word princessa. I make you feel beautiful because I tell the truth, you might not be a toothpick but your perfect, this really about me loosing my virginity it's about you loosing yours to someone like me. I don't deserve you, nobody does. You are so amazing compared to so many girls. I don't want to lose you. That's one fear. Losing you." He says getting closer and closer as he now hold my hands while I sit on the edge of the bathtub.
     "You are good enough for. No guy has ever called me perfect or has been scared of losing me. No guys has loved ever loved me as much you do." I say hugging him.
      "I love you, beautiful!" He says squeezing me tighter.
      "I'll leave you guys alone. I'm really sorry for everything that ive ever done to hurt you." Tessa says with tears on her cheeks as she walks out of the door followed by the gentle slam of the dorm room door.

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