Loving 4 ears

Forgive Me

Logan did not know how long he sat there holding Louise bone cold hands weeping silently as he listed off everything he needed to say. If he was to guess properly a long ass time as he felt his tears begin to wash up and his head to develop a headache.

"I was always jealous of your pride and determination....I could tell you had had that the first day we met....best day of my life by far...." Again he drifted off while speaking, doctors noticed everyone in a while this boy on absolute hysterics just go brain dead and think of the memories.

Thinking back to that day Logan was most likely the biggest dickhead he could of possibly been but he likes to think Louise changed that. She has changed him so many times every single moment they are together. Like when eating at a restaurant together, Louise was rather appalled by his table manners. Now a days Logan said would sit up straight and be polite to the waiter as well as leave or a tip. Or when they both went to the beach and how he learnt to never ever take a photo of her without her knowing, that scar is still there. But the crazy and ludicrous moments never really made those days be the most wonderful and memorable in his life....Louise did.

Coming back to reality Logan once again stroked her hand and told her about how much he enjoyed the times they had together. How he was always wanting to be the best he could be for her and how he would always try and improve on his weaknesses for her needs. He was wanting to share some deep emotions with her but was just to terrified too.

"Or maybe the time when..." "Can I make a suggestion?"someone interrupted, it was Amy the nurse

"Louise knows of these good times doesn't she?" She asked him as she put a hand on his shoulder

Logan nodded not wanting to speak as he knew it would break in sadness

"Then tell her things she doesn't know and you want her to know.....this maybe the only chance"

"Y-yeah your right" Logan agreed "I-I mus-must"

"I will be back in a while" Amy said walking off to check other patients

Logan turned to his beloved and prayed so hard for her eyes to open just now, but alas they didn't. Taking a deep breath he composed his shattered and disordered thoughts and picked out the ones must suitable.

"I've never loved Riley" Logan said looking down "she was, and I hate to say this, just a way to express my feelings for you to someone else"

Looking back up as if to see her reaction which he would of bet would of been that of celebration.

"I use to like her but she's just a little....crazy and she wasn't the person I thought she was....that person being you by the way" he chuckled

Taking a deep breath he went to another secret

"I've had dreams about you" he said blushing "where me and you would just fall in love, marry, have kids and settle down. Dorky right?" He said playing off that he loved every moment of that dream "But maybe as I've learnt you may feel the same way I do this could become a reality, one that your dad might say no too" he said laughing again

This was the big one time to say he loved her and how much he wanted to hold her and how he wanted to spend every breath with her and how he feels butterflies when she's around and how...

Just then Tina, Gene, Bob and Linda appeared with Amy and two doctors behind them. They all were in a state of depression while Amy and the doctors gave respectful pity and looked down, hands behind their backs. This can't be good

"Logan baby we have all been talking" Linda began walking over and holding his hand

"Louise isn't getting better" Tina said as she wiped her eyes

"We thought maybe we could....we could..." Gene (now calm) struggled to get the correct words as he too wiped his eyes

"Maybe we could put her out of her misery" Bob finished for his son

No Logan mouthed and looked over to Amy who couldn't even look him in the eye, he now noticed that the one of the two doctors was carrying a needles. This can't be happening. Logan shakes his head slowly as his head slowly fell into his hands. He couldn't process this new information. This was impossible. Gene and Tina had began to weep again and Linda battered away tears as she patted Logan on the back comfortingly, Bob reacted like he had just heard of the plans and he went pale and unresponsive. The two doctors slowly walked towards Louise's hospital bed.

"Don't touch her!" Logan snapped as he angrily jumped from his chair and pointed at the two men

"Listen kid..." One of them started just to be silenced by Logan flipping the own chair he was sitting in

"I thought this would happen" Amy said under breath

"This won't be happening you hear me!" Logan demanded

"Logan calm" Amy said gently

"Get away!" Logan shouted as he guarded Louise's limp body from the adults

"Logan we want this and so would Louise" Bob stated as he held Linda, Gene and Tina close

"How would you know!" Logan he yelled

"She is my daughter!" Bob shouted

"She is my love!" He cried

Tears formed around his eyes and he hastily wiped them away with his sleeve

"As long as I'm breathing Louise won't leave me!"

"Restrain him" the smaller doctor with the needle said as the taller man grabbed Logan around the arms and picked him up carrying him away

"No! No! Let me go! Please no! I beg you don't! I love her! Let me go!" Logan rebelled kicking and screaming in the doctors arms

Needle ready, the doctor exposed Louise's wrist and veins ready to inject her. The Belcher family held closer and tighter than before. Logan fought harder than he ever did to try and escape and get to Louise but it was no use. Chocking on tears Logan thought to hell with it.

"I love you Louise! I'm sorry that I was so foolish! Please forgive me!" He pleaded as he shut his eyes tightly

That's when the most shocking thing happened