eleven - shine bright

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*Christie POV*

Me and Mali get ready for the boys concert. I gotta admit that Calum is really cute but too bad I'm lesbian. I've honestly have gotten over the fact Sophia left me. If she's happy then I'm happy. She's tried to apologize many times but I told her to save her pity for the day Jared leaves her like she left me. That's the last time I've talked to her.

Mali and I get to our seats in the reserved area. Mali is obviously famous because people wanted to take pictures with her. And of course I was third wheeling and taking the pictures.

Mali was talking with her mom and I was left out so I decided to start a conversation with a fan.

"Hey I'm Christie," I smiled.

"Hey I'm Diamond."
She was a beautiful girl. She was a dark skin girl with caramel eyes. I shouldn't tell her I'm lesbian because people always tell me that I shouldn't like them. Well they don't realize my standards are higher than self centered little immature girls.

"Well hello Diamond, who's your favorite member?" I asked.

"Um I don't know I love them all-" she said.

"But you have to pick one," I smirked.

"Um I guess Ashton," she blushed.

"Looks like someone's an Ashton girl," I joked.

"Who's yours?" She asked me trying to get the embarrassment off her.

"Well I think Michael is really cute," I smiled.

"Well he's mine too so back off," she joked.

I pretended to act offended. We talked a little more and we ended up finding out a lot about each other. I found out her favorite color is an aqua blue and she's a dog person. I love dogs so this is going to be great. I think she's cute and all but I asked her her sexuality and she said she's bisexual but tends to lean more towards boys. She asked me mine and I said I was lesbian. She smiled. She said that she's never has a lesbian friend before. I asked her why she liked guys they are all just assholes. But she said some of them are actually sweet. Yeah right.

The show started and I got her number saying we should hang out more.

They played a lot of songs. My favorite was "Wrapped Around Your Finger." Of course I was familiar to their music because Sophia used to listen to them all the time. Ugh Sophia. I actually thought you were the one.

The show was almost over. Calum and Michael were being goofballs. Calum said that he has happy to be back home and see his family and friends. The others agreed.

"Well the next song we're singing is a very special song to us. We wrote this song to show you that you're not alone. Everybody's got their demons. This is Jet Black Heart," Luke explained. 

"We hope you enjoy," Michael added.

This was also one of my favorites. I knew every word. I started tearing up and I saw Michael do the same. I saw some girls flat out bawling.

The song was over and either you were in tears or on the verge of being in tears.  I guess the boys wanted to bring the mood up.

"I see we have many people in this audience. You know, we always see these hate comments saying, you know that we're gay and shit. But in reality we don't care. But for those of you out there that actually are gay, you guys are cool as fuck. If you're asexual you're cool as fuck," Ashton ranted.

"If you're transgender you're fucking awesome. It doesn't matter what you are, what you believe, who you love, if you ever feel down, just know that our music is always there for you," Michael added.

We all cheered. Including me I screamed at the top of my lungs. I was proud of being lesbian and I don't care if there are people out there that don't believe in what I do.

The last song they played was "She's Kinda Hot."

I have to admit I had a blast at the concert. I was about to leave when Mali told me that we're going backstage still. I sat right back down scrolling through my feed on Instagram. I saw one of Diamonds pictures she posted when me and her took a selfie.

I liked it and commented "wow you're gorgeous holyyy shiiiitttt"

People ended up going crazy asking if we were dating. I just laughed when I saw people saying "@christiepage please date omg mom"

What the hell? I'm no ones mother.

And someone else said
"OMG PARENTS @chrsitepage @diamondandrews "

I just laughed too hard. I decided to text Diamond.

Christina Page- hey apparently we're dating? You could've at least asked me on a date.

Diamond Andrews- the fuck? Oh lol okay hey babe

Christina Page- awe babe you didn't know that we're dating? you're so silly.

Diamond Andrews- why did you have to comment literally my feed is blowing up. :(

Christina Page- wow much sorry :(

Christina Page- i have to go text you tomorrow babe. ;)

Then I turned off my phone. Me and Mali walked backstage. I was lost but good thing I had Mali. I saw the door that led to the boys dressing room. I opened the door and congratulated the boys. All except for Calum who wasn't there.

"Where's Cal?" I asked.

They all were silent and I know they were hiding something from me. I got pissed.

"I'm going to ask again nicely," I said sarcastically.

"Where is Cal?" I asked with a tone of anger.

"He's outside right near the back exit," Michael said with worry.

"Thank you," I said.

I went out to look for Calum. When I saw him he had his back turned on me. I ran happy to congratulate him. And maybe because I have a tiny crush but mostly to congratulate him.

"Calum congrats on the show it was awesome!" I exclaimed.

I said him turn around with messy hair and lipstick on his lips. I saw another girl peep her head out past him. She has smudged lips and messy hair as well.

Suddenly, my heart shattered. At least what was left of it. (Holding onto a broken an empty heart, I was wrong I admit. Everything I Didn't Say is fav)

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to interupt anything," I said trying to not show that he actually hurt me.

"I'll be on my way," I said smiling," congrats Calum."

"Nice meeting you," I said bitterly to the girl he was making out with.

"Yeah guys aren't assholes alright,"  I thought bitterly to myself.

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