Love At First Scare? (PTV & FIR Horror/Love Story)

~Author's Note (Please Read)~

Ok guys, I just wanted to tell you something. The next chapter when Elizabeth has a dream, that dream is based off of a dream I had a couple of nights ago. It scared the living shit out of me. Instead of Chad's name (my brother), imagine it says Jaime. This is EXACTLY what I wrote in my diary a few seconds after I woke up: 

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*DREAM*

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I tried to commit suicide and almost succeeded. My brother was so heartbroken because he thought I was dead and he wanted to be with me, so he took a bunch of pain killers and drifted off to sleep, never to wake up.

I was then the one heartbroken. A few days later, I was in this room and I heard voices. I followed the voices to what looked like the balcony of Chad's apartment. A couple seconds later, Chad stumbles out saying, "I-I'm so tired..." And all I could do was tell him to stay awake. I kept screaming for him to stay awake, but he wasn't listening and I couldn't find a way to get to him. He just laid down on his bed and died right in front of me. 

*END OF DREAM* 

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I remember crying my eyes out (in the dream) and shortly after, I woke up with tears streaming down my face.

What does this mean?

Maybe my dream was trying to tell me that if I actually tried to kill myself and SUCCEEDED, everyone would be so hurt and destroyed.

I guess Chad was me and I was him or another one of my family members. Me crying my eyes out would mean my family being so devastated I think.

OR was it trying to tell me that something bad was going to happen to Chad?

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Well there you guys have it. That was my dream. The weird part is that I was actually gonna try and overdose with pain killers .-. So now you guys will know what happens in the next chapter. Thanks for reading it...if you actually did :/

~Jessi <3