An Unexpected Fate (AUF- COMPLETED)

Chapter 38: Sometimes Life is so Crucial

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Chapter 38: Sometimes Life is so Crucial

Manik's pov:

"No no.. please... not again..." She cried out... her eyes held so much emotion that I felt something I don't know what I felt.. but I'm... cut it.. I can't feel anything..

No Manik you can't feel anything.. every woman is the same they will just break you.

"Just shut up.." I yelled at her anger took over me.... i smashed my lips to her...

And I calmed down when I felt her soft pump lips on me.. I can devoured that taste for the lifetime.. I squeezed her waist with one hand other hand went to back to unzip her dress...

She shoved me hard and I fall..! I saw she began to run but I'm swift than her so again I hold her in my arms..

'No.. sir. Please.."

This time her pleading voice doesn't give me the feeling I felt all the time.. this time I felt guilty maybe.. !

But I can't feel that.. I'm the monster one.. I'm not allowed to feel anything.

"ssshh... no a sound.. until I make you scream for me...." with that I removed her stole.. brushing my fingers on her exposed shoulders. Then I untied the lace then I went to unzip her dress..

"why you doing this..?" She shouted this time..

"Ssshhh.. I can't tell you the reason.." I said with different voice that I couldn't recognized....

I noticed that she is also surprised.. I look at her eyes.. and I don't know why I lost myself when I look at her eyes. her eyes always sparkling.. even in that situation also..

I remain quiet.. i can't explain myself because I'm also confused. With her I'm always confused.. she is something that I want.. and she is something that I don't want. I put her into fate that she doesn't deserve but I can't control myself.. I can't see her with anyone.

Yes I feel something about her but that doesn't love.. I'm sure.. so don't laugh. and don't work your brain so much.!

I won't allow myself to feel love.

"Just I want to cuddle Nandini.." I pleaded this time this time I'm surprised because I'm begging to her for a cuddle... I tried to remain myself emotionless. But maybe I failed because her eyes widened..

"Sir please.. don't.." she whispered.

"Why I will listen my kitten.. just don't disobeyed me or else.." I warned her..

Then i threw her to my bed.. and I hovered over her. then pressed my lips to her.. she didn't kissed back but she pressed herself to me.. damn she also felt something maybe.. her body always react to my touch.. and I like it..

Maybe I'm too rude to her but what can I do.. it's in my nature.

I'm the dominating person and I like to rule.. like control.

"Kissed me back.. nandini.." I tried to warn her...

She is scared and today I don't like that..

Her lips started to move with mine.. I smirked..

i nibbled on her lower lip.. and my one hand caressing her back..

Then slowly i unzipped her dress...now I can feel her soft skin.. slowly I pushed the dress lower...