#14/10/2018__romance fanfiction #32
He always wanted more and when he wanted something he will have it by any means. Nothing could stop him when he set his mind. Legally or Illegally; Everyone feared him but he feared himself. His demons.
But al...
It was too hard to find a light in darkness when you can't see anything.. but it's not hard to try.. ! it's difficult... but I have to be strong.. if I get the chance to see the light ..then I will abscond the place a long time ago. But the time is going against my will.. hoping that one day I can abscond from the darkness to light.
One week passed after that night we made love.
It sounds funny right..? that we made love..? But that night we did.. and the most shocking thing is in that one week he didn't touch me at all like violently or ruthlessly..! I'm also surprised but isn't he giving me surprise from when I actually didn't count.. I was so mesmerized by his surprise that I forgot to count.
But anyway.. today's morning giving a lot of freshness like I'm in love with the weather.. it's cold and warm too. I don't want to wake up.. but I couldn't sleep further. I'm thinking about him continuously this week.. don't know why..! but why I won't think about him.. he was so caring to me this week. But the question is why..?
And How could I feeling for him.? It's not right.. But what can I do my heart doesn't listen to me. i want to despise him but I couldn't. am I falling for my captive..?
But how could i.? he is the reason behind my all pain. Then.......... How..?
I'm battling with myself.. and don't know what to do..! one side of me thinking to leave him but other side is trying to convincing me to stay with him. But I won't listen. Because there is no guarantee that he will not change again.. and I can't tolerate anymore of violence..
He is precariously sweet to me and then again he was mad. All the things are so confusing..!
And that lady.. Melanie.. she said the truth.. he can't be change.. it was that somehow he felt the urging to have me that's why he is behaving like that. yes that is the truth.. he can't be falling for me.
I turned around and look at the dress he gave me to wear today.. we are going out today. He said not my words. He want to take me for dinner.
I don't know how to react.. but in those days.. I felt so love from him but I heart doesn't want to believe in him and then again it wants to believe in him.
I done my make-up.. I went for natural look. I don't like over make up. Then again I look at the dress.. don't know what to do..!
I slowly stand up then took the dress.. I get in the dress then turned around to see myself.
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