An Unexpected Fate (AUF- COMPLETED)

Chapter 60: A Decision

Hi Lovelies,

As you all know that my laptop was crushed... it was sank with waters becasue of my irresponsibility. And sorry for not updating. my stories were on laptop. now i get back my laptop. so here i am. 

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Chapter 60: A Decision

Nandini's pov:

It's hard to resist your feelings and when I realized, it brings the most tragic incident in my life.

But can anyone blame me for this? The way Manik behaved with me... used me... tortured me... raped me......; that was a worst timing of my life. And nothing can give me back those days.

Somehow I have developed feelings for him but my heart still hurting by those painful nights.

I couldn't forgive him but now I did forgive him then why he is not coming back to me? But the main question is do I really want him in my life and my child's life?

So many question is running in my mind. But there is no answer. One time my heart forgive Manik and second time it is not ready to forgive him... and not ready to accept him in my life.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. I really want to see Manik.

I can't rest here without knowing that he would be fine. This thought surprised me. Here I am thinking not to forgive him and again it's wanted to see Manik.

What I really want?

I looked at Aliya who just sat on the couch like someone killed her from inside. She is trying to focus on the book from an hour but didn't move any single page till now.

"Aliya, take a rest."

"No, it's okay." Aliya said.

"No you will sleep. And I am fine. Doctor said he will release me tomorrow. So there is nothing to worry." I assured her.

"But Mom told me to stay awake."

I never thought that Aliya would be the girl who will take orders from others or follow others. And here she is following the order which is useless.

I am not sick. I am just having a baby like any woman would have after making love.

"Did you always follow order? Did you always do everything what they told you to do?" I asked without thinking.

Aliya looked at me with an emotionless face. She didn't even blink her eyes like my words make her speechless.

Before she could say something Dhruv came into the room with a nurse.

What is he doing here?

"Manik is wake."

And my heart stop at that moment. Manik... Manik is awake. My Manik is wake.

"Ma-Manik... is wake?"

"Yes. I informed everyone. They are coming." With that Dhruv left after giving a small glance to Aliya.

We also followed him. I want to see Manik. I can't wait to tell him that he is going to be a dad.

"Nandini slow down. I know you want to see Manik. But don't forget you are carrying a life now." Aliya stopped me. I nodded my head.

We all are waiting to see Manik. But I am getting nervous... Do I really want him to find out the truth? No he don't deserve it. He doesn't deserve me. Just few moments of happiness can't hide the cruelty of my fate.