My Mate is Different (Discontinued)

Feeling

Heeeey! Sorry its been so long! My mom got me a new video game, Fragile Dreams. I first started playing it at my house but because I'm a coward when I heard a deep growling I quit because I didn't want to die. So I went over to my cousins house, he helped me defeat the enemies and then I played from there. I literally spent 6 straight hours playing this game -_- my life has ended. But I also fell in love with a story that @candybow sent me! I love it, it's so exciting and it was addicting (like the video game). Anywho please excuse the grammer and enjoy! Also I went back through some of the chapters and revised them, I usually do that. So if you find yourself reading those chapters again and see that something changed, don't be alarmed. Also I'm going to be trying to take all the picture I will post for the story. If I can't make the perfect picture and end up looking for one on the internet, I shall tell you in the beginning. Today's picture was taken in California, and thanks to @somehearts05 it is an awesome picture! Thanks Loves <3

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BELLA'S POV

That night I toss and turn in my bed. My whole body sweats as the room seemed to get hotter and hotter. I grit my teeth in pain as my side started burning and tingling. I kick off the covers and dig my nails into the skin on my side. Why was my side doing this? It's never done this before. I crack my eyes open planning on heading to the bathroom. I look over towards my window and notice big yellow eyes staring at me. They were full of hatred and a feeling that sent shivers all through my body. Before I could stop it, a scream slipped past my lips waking up the whole house. Mr. and Mrs. Stevens rushed into my room followed by Mark. Mrs. Stevens rushed over to me sitting me upright and feeling my face and Mr. Stevens surveyed the room with his bat. Mark ran up to my bed and sat next to me. Mrs. Stevens gave me worried looks and rambled questions. Mr. Steven finally came back over and put a cold towel to my face cleaning off the sweat and cooling me down. My eyes never left the window, the eyes were gone along with the burning sensation in my side. What was going on?

The next day I timidly walked to school, squeezing my bag strap like it was my lifeline. I kept my eyes on the pavement as I walked across the parking lot. I looked up in time to stop myself from running in Caleb. I quickly hurried the other way before he poured his wrath out on me. I rush into the school being surrounded by people. I looked at each of their faces with concern and worry. Being in a big crowd made me feel less safe, though I know it should make me feel more safe. But the less I couldn't see of my surroundings, the less I felt safe. Running into my classroom, I take a big breath and shuffle over to my desk, pushing it away from the window and slumping down in the seat. I fidget in my seat as the bell rings and people pile into the room. I avoid looking at the window and look at the people instead. Oh bad idea, I avert my gaze back to my desk and fidget again. A hand is placed on my shoulder, I jump falling out of my seat in surprise letting out a small shriek. Jacob's eyes go wide and he quickly walks over and helps me up, all eyes were on us.

"Are you alright?" he asks worriedly, I avert my eyes shuffling back a bit as my back hits the window. The burning/tingling sensation comes back in my side making me clutch the bite marks and run from the room. "Bella!" Jacob yells after me but I ignore him.

I run up the stairs, stumbling over a few, the sensation in my side slowing depleting. I quickly run out onto the roof and fall to the concrete clutching my side and panting out big breaths, moving the thin layer of dirt away from my mouth that rested on the floor. Slowly the feeling goes away, slowly I feel safer, slowly I feel my breathe coming back, and slowly Jacob approaches me. He gets down on his knees and rubs my back soothingly. After a minute I get up still panting slightly and clutching my side. Jacob shuffles on his knees to in front of me with worried eyes. I quickly lung forward, wrapping my arms around his neck and pushing my face into his shoulder, hugging him as tightly as I could. I felt his body stiffen slightly in surprise before wrapping his arms around my waist and maneuvering my body to put me on his lap. I nuzzle my face further on his shoulder trying not to cry my eyes out. I'm scared, I'm really scared. I don't know why my side is doing this but it's scaring me. I want it to stop, I want it to go away and act like it never happened.