Secret Love Song (JhoBea)

Chapter 10

Author: Play niyo yung vid sa taas mga beh. Para mas feel yung pagbabasa. Haha ✌

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BEA'S POV

Secret Love Song by Little Mix featuring Jason Derulo

"When you hold me in the street and you kiss me on the dance floor..." Is Jho actually... singing? She looked up at me, eye to eye. All I can now is...sadness and emptiness in her eyes. "I wish that it could be like that. Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours..."

I held her hands and put them on my shoulders then I put my hands on her waist, and smiled...sadly. I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. All I know is...I just want to be with her right now, I want to feel her skin, her hug, her presence. All of her.

"We keep behind closed doors. Every time I see you, I die a little more. Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls, it'll never be enough..." I started to move, sway along with the song as she keeps on singing. "It's obvious you're meant for me. Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly. Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep. But I'll never show it on my face..."

Sumunod siya sa galaw ko but she's still singing. Pinaikot niya yung kamay niya sa batok ko kaya nakayakap na siya. Hinigpitan ko rin ang pagkakahawak sa waist niya. "But we know this, we got a love that is homeless..." Dinikit ko ang noo ko sa noo niya. And now her face is only an inch away from mine. I can feel her breathing, her sadness, her pain in every f*cking single word she says. "Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that. Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours..."

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, as I started to sing...my feelings. "When you're with him, do you call his name like you do when you're with me? Does it feel the same? Would you leave if I was ready to settle down? Or would you play it safe and stay?" I opened my eyes, and looked directly at her. "Girl you know this, we got a love that is hopeless..."

Tears fell down from her eyes again. I was just about to wipe them but she stopped me and tighten her hug. Yumuko siya but still singing kaya sinabayan ko siya. "Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that. Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours..."

Inangat ko ang ulo niya and wiped her tears. Malapit na ulit ang mukha niya and I just looked at her eyes and continued singing. "And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby..."

"I don't wanna hide us away..."

"Tell the world about the love we're making..."

"I'm living for that day..."

Sumabay na ulit siya. "Someday..."

I slowly leaned towards her, nose to nose. "Why can't I hold you in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?"

I closed my eyes and so she is, feeling every word of the song. F*ck. She just put her soul in the song. It did give me the chill. I can feel her pain now...and it hurts inside, it kills me inside. "I wish that we could be like that. Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours..."

"Oh, why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that. Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours..." She just freakin gave more meaning to the song than the original one. Naramdaman kong lalong humigpit ang pagkakayakap niya. Humihikbi na siya... "Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops. I wish that it could be like that. Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours..."