Diana

Chapter 4

Diana's p.o.v

"Diana" I could hear someone call my name, over and I've again. I couldn't open my eyes

"Diana wake up'  My eye shot open as I sat up in my  bed.

"are you okay?" Niall asked me I nodded. 'are you sure?' I nodded again  and smiled at him.

'Okay well I'm gonna go to work, I just wanted to know what you are doing. Are you staying?' He asked me.

'I think I am going to go apartment hunting today' I said not really sure what to do. Do I stay? I can't can I really.

'Diana, you don't have to go!' He said.

'I know I don't have to I want to' he stared into my eyes.  'Nothing will change Niall, we will still
Be best friends' I reassured smiling and he looked over at me.

"Promise?" He asked.

'Promise' I smiled.

Niall turned his back to walk off and then stopped. 'Don't look on your own, we will look together' he said before walking out.

Niall's p.o.v

I guess if Diana wanted to go I shouldn't be the one to stop her. She made up her choice she wanted to leave and that's what she is going to do.

I walked into my room and picked up a few things off the chair to put them in the washing basket. I looked in the mirror and looked at my hair what a state!

I put my fingers through it and it had knots in it. I put the brush through it carefully not to hurt myself. I put some cream on my face after I washed it and brushed my teeth .

I put on my fred perry shirt and my blue jeans and quickly ruffled up my hair for the last time. I didn't like it looking like I tried too hard to get it perfect.I took my converses and looked in the mirror.

"Good enough I guess" I whispered to myself fixing the collar on my polo shirt. I looked int he mirror again looking at myself completely.

"I'm so ugly." I said again looking at my hair and the features on my face.I turned around and walked Into the bathroom. I wet my hair a bit and then blow dried it. Yes. I did my hair all again. And funny enough It still didn't sit the way I wanted it too.

"Argh" I mumbled looked at what I was wearing.

"Nope" I unbuttoned my shirt and then walked over go my closet.

"What to wear. What to wear" I looked at my Ralph's polo and took it out. I put it on and it looked sorta better. But still not good enough.Nothing I ever do. Nothing I ever wear looks good enough because I'm not good enough.

I hate thinking negative but even someone as famous as me thinks negative. Because you just can't help but feel your not good enough.

After I was ready I quickly walked into Diana room too say goodbye. she wasn't in there. I walked past a couple of rooms and came to a stop when I saw a shadow of a figure in in the studio.

I slowly walked into the studio and Diana was standing there with a pen and paper and she looked like she was reading something. She ripped it up and chucked it into the bin and sighed.

"Diana, I got to go" I said. I saw her jump a bit.

"Sorry' I walked over to her and wrapped my arm's around her waist and kissed her on the cheek. I looked at her face which looked like she was doing everything in her power not to move away from me. I