Diana

Friends?

As I walked off to find Diana I notice something strange. It felt like someone was following me. I turned around and nobody was there. Maybe it was the directioners? I walked a bit more and I noticed Diana sitting on the bench. She was just staring at her phone just looking sad. I walked over to her and sat down next to her. at first She either didn't notice I sat down or she was ignoring me, because she didn't talk or she didn't move

"Diana?" I touched her shoulder lightly and she jumped

"it's just me" i said calmly. she looked down and she laughed. okay If I'm honest.. No, I didn't know what she was laughing at. But she kind of looked happy.. I think she was laughing cause she was happy I was clearly not sure, this wasnt exactly the time to laugh was it . I just started laughing with her maybe I could pass the time by doing that.

"You know what Niall, what a life. How.l can you put up with these fans?" I looked at her not knowing what to say i guess we just get used to the hate and learn how to deal with it.

"I mean, all the hateful comments all the death threats, don't you find it hard?" She asked

"sure but I'm used to it" i said. which isnt a complete lie because i was used to it.

"well I'm not" she looked in to my eyes. she always looked at me like that when she was going to say something i didnt like

"I sometimes think that, if we broke up , would this all stop?" I couldn't Believe what he was saying to me.what does she mean by all this? is she going to break up with me over something the fans did or say? this wasnt like diana! she obviously wasnt thinking right.

"What do you mean?" She looked Down at her phone again.she let me wait for a good 2 minutes.she had her full concentration her her little device whle i was anxiously waiting. i took her phone out of her hand and she looked at me. her eyes looked so small. like she had given up on me.on us. she held my hand and turned her full concentration onto me.

"niall, this isnt easy for me to say" she siad holding my hands tighter. i looked down and she brang my face back up. she sighed shakily and looked back into my eyes

"and i know you dont want to" she said

"no" i whispered holding onto her hands tightly

"niall, i still love you with all of my heart and i promise i always will" she said letting the tear fall from her eye. i felt myself getting weak.i really hope she doesnt say what i think she was going to say.

"but I think we should break up." i felt it. i felt my heart break into three pieces. i felt it shatter and left there in pieces. i slowly took my hands away from hers not wanting to catch her gaze. i was in complete astonishment

"what,why?" I just couldn't get my head round it. she broke up with me over something as stupid as fans.

"Diana.. One minute you say you love me. The next you say you want to break up with me? Is it something I did. What is it!" she idn't speak to me., she didnt even look at me.

"look Diana you need to tell me. Like I can change if you want." I could tell she really didn't want me to beg like this. she shook her head and hugged me. i hugged her back feeling like i never wanted to let go. i thought we were supposed to say together forever. we would be the first to get married in the group because we were perfect and nothing and i mean nothing can come between us.why was she doing this to me. to us. she knows how i fel, i know how she feels,

"Niall, you can always change. But your fans never will be able to! I'm so sorry." she got up and started walking i watched her walk away. i remember the first time i let her walk away she was shot.i looked up at the couple of girls who were staring at me with sympathetic looks. i knew what they were thinking. i was thinking the same exact thing.i sat back in my seat. i thought maybe it woul be best if i was to let it all sink in.