Catch Me || h.s

5. Bye Olivia

{Chapter Dedication to my big sister Kenya because she's killing it in college and she's working her but off but still has time to read this. I miss you Kiki.}

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*Cece's POV*

I wasn't going to sleep, I was actually going to Sammy's room. I slowly walked inside the room and made my way to the closet. Once inside, I pulled out my journal from under the shoe box that it's usually in and grabbed a pencil. "I'm sorry I haven't been in here for a few days, as you can see it's been pretty strange." I told him. Instead of waiting for a response, that I knew wasn't going to come, I looked down at my journal and wrote:

Dear Sammy,

I know you already know this, but I wanted to tell you myself. I got signed to SYCO and Simon Cowell, you know that judge we always watched on American Idol, well he's my manager. I had to quit gymnastics, and it's sort of upsetting.

Also, I can't dance anymore because of this new career. You're probably really confused as to why I agreed to work with Simon. Well, Olivia tried to commit suicide. It made me realize how many people try to take their life because of other people tormenting them. I want to put a stop to it. I want to help boys and girls.

I met these five boys, who are absolutely nuts. You would've liked them. There's Zayn, he's really quiet and mysterious. But he has so many tattoos on his arm. One says Zap, like what you always said when you poked me. He has really cool hair, something you would enjoy messing with.

Then there's Louis, he would've been your best friend. He's so childish, and playful, and funny. I know he would play hide and seek with you and challenge you. Instead of letting you win like I always did.

Liam is like uncle John. He's so wise, and responsible. But like John, he isn't a party pooper. He's really sweet, and I know he would have taken so much care of you.

Niall, has the funniest laugh. One that would make you laughs as well. He has that funny Irish accent you always liked, and he's really kind. Lastly, there's Harry.

Harry knows about Olivia, and he takes me to see her. Not once has he judged me, or her. I feel like I have a bigger bond with Harry and I could see a big friendship forming. He doesn't act like a celebrity, which I admire. They all don't act like celebrities. I feel like these boys are changing me. I hugged someone for the first time in years. I'm smiling, and it's not fake. Mom actually showed up to something that was important to me. I'm happy right now. I miss you Sammy, wish me luck with all of this.

-Cece

I hid the journal back in it's spot, and walked out of the room to find Harry at the top of the stairs. His head turned in lightning speed towards me.

"I couldn't find you in your room and I-"

"Why didn't you go check in there?" I cut him off pointing to the room I just exited.

"Because your mum told the boys to never go in there and they warned me. I didn't want to disrespect her." I smiled at his answer and nodded.

"Yeah, you aren't allowed in there. Thank you for not coming in."

"I just wanted to say goodnight." He mumbled getting up and walking towards me. My breathing quickened watching as he got closer.

Harry wrapped his arms around me and it took about five seconds for me to return the gesture.

"Goodnight Cece." Harry whispered while walking to his room.

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I woke up to the loud banging of the front door. I got up running to the restroom and putting on my contacts before walking down the stairs. Liam was sat on the couch watching TV.