Catch Me || h.s

20. Happy Birthday

Dedicated to: Zoolee.

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New Years Eve

Cece

A whole month and a half had passed since the day of the movie premiere, the day I didn't get home until three in the morning because Jamie and I walked around Los Angeles instead of going to the after party, the day that marked the start of my distancing from Harry.

I had a month and a half to work on my album, and try to perfect it. I had two songs already released, and I needed to record thirteen more. I had twelve songs all ready to use on my album but I was still struggling to write the last three. Most of the songs on my album were songs I had written before I started this career, except for three that I wrote in the month and a half period.

The music video for Unbreakable came out on the first of December and it was a simple video of me and some fans who walked around the beach with customized shirts. Our shirts had "I am: _____" written on them with each of the girls chosen adjective.

I rolled up the paper I was writing on and chucked it into the pile of paper balls I had created over the past 48 hours. I couldn't think of anything to write. All of my songs on the album had a meaning, and they were self help and motivational songs but I wanted these last ones to be personal. I just couldn't think of what to write.

"I'm going to grab something to eat, do you want to come?" Harry asked me, snapping me out of my writing.

"No I'm good." I replied simply.

"You haven't eaten a proper meal in two days. Take a break, lets go." Harry stated.

"I'll eat something downstairs, you could go by yourself." I gave him a half smile and he stomped over to me.

"What the fuck is wrong?" Harry snapped.

"Harry!"

"I'm sorry. But why have you been so distant from me? We haven't hung out in almost two months, I thought we were best friends." He looked at me, his eyes softening.

"We are best friends, I just really need to work on this album. You already have yours out so you have nothing to worry about, but I really want mine finished soon." I lied.

"Alright, can we please just go get something to eat? We'll go through the drive through and I'll get you back here quickly." Harry said. I reluctantly nodded and grabbed my wallet before following Harry outside.

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We had gone through the chick fil a drive through and I ate while Harry drove. When we got back to the house, Harry grabbed my wrist before I could run inside.

"I'm sorry if I did anything to upset you. I really am." He apologized.

"Harry you didn't do anything, you're an amazing person. Nothing you've done has upset me." I told him honestly, pulling him into a hug. I heard him quietly gasp, obviously surprised since I haven't hugged him since the movie premiere.

"I missed hugging you." He whispered into my neck. I didn't respond, but we stayed in that position for a couple more seconds until I pulled away.

"I really need to finish these three songs. I want to make them personal, but I don't know what to write about or who to write about." I told Harry, walking inside and going to my room. I took out another piece of computer paper from the printer and started writing. Still, I couldn't think of anything. I screamed out in annoyance and shoved my printer to the floor in anger.