Catch Me || h.s

6. You've Never Been in Love?

Dedicated to Zuly and Ailsa who are reading this story. I love you ok.

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Cece's POV

The next few days we're hectic. Simon was trying to get me as much attention as possible. Which meant I had to be with the boys in public all of the time. Luckily I did get to hang out with Ed, and I had met Cher Lloyd. So basically, I was hanging out with Brits. I had to make a twitter, and the boys tweeted me in order for people to notice me. Some people already knew me because of gymnastics but most of them followed because of one direction. The thing is, I never wanted to make a twitter. It's a dangerous site, and the amount of hate I was already receiving was just terrifying. So now everyone had their ears open, ready to listen to my single today. Yes today.

I was going to premiere it at the 102.7 KIIS FM studio with Ryan Seacrest. Would people like it? Who knows. All I knew was that I had over two hundred thousand followers on twitter waiting for the song to air.

I sat in the chair across from Ryan playing with my thumbs while Baby by Justin Bieber filled the studio. My mind traveled to the soft material of my soft pink skirt that had a pattern of birds scattered around it. I was wearing a light pink mid-thigh skirt with a bird design, a white New York City Girl t-shirt and my favorite patten leather Doc Martens. My wavy hair was straightened and I wore a grey beanie on my head. I had the usual make up, except with the addition of red lip stain.

"We are live here with Cece Diaz!" Ryan announced.

"Hi guys!" I greeted.

"For those who don't know Cece, she's the girl that everyone was fighting over a couple of weeks ago." Ryan informed. I chuckled remembering all if the people standing outside of Harry's hotel.

"Cece would you mind telling everyone why you're here?"

"I am premiering my song, Perfect." I explained smiling even though they couldn't see me.

"And that's what's going to happen. Now playing, is Cece Diaz's song Perfect." He announced.

I watched as his face suddenly turned from a playful grin to a more focused look as he listened to the lyrics of my song. Thousands of people were listening to my song right now. I turned around to face Harry who was sitting behind me, a huge grin on his face. He gave me a thumbs up before I returned my attention to Ryan. Once the song finished, I saw tears in his eyes. I'm not even kidding, tears were forming in Ryan's eyes.

"That was absolutely beautiful." His words took me to surprise causing me to mumble a kind thank you.

"So tell us about this song, why did you write it?" Ryan questioned.

"There are so many people out in the world who are extremely insecure about them selves and have self worth issues. They struggle through rough times, and I wrote this because I know people listen to music when they're upset about these sort of things. Not many songs have what they're looking for to keep them from crying. I wanted to write something encouraging that they could listen to everytime they doubted themselves. This song was meant to reach out to people who were having a bad day, and they turned on the radio while tears streamed down their cheeks. It was meant for them to realize that if they don't have someone their to support them, they have me." I explained careful not to reveal some of the other meanings to this song.

"Well congratulations because you accomplished it." He smiled at me.

"To be honest, when I first heard the title of your song I thought It was going to be a fast pop song about a perfect love story."

"I've never been in love, nor will I ever be. So don't expect a love song from me." I told him, a grin forming on my red lips.

"You've never been in love?" He gasped, completely taken aback.