Marriage Violation

Chapter 20

      Hey baby, how you feeling? I'm ok, I said while looking out the window. You feel like getting out the house today? Not really. You should get out the house for a minute. You been locked up in this house since we buried little man. I just don't wanna be around nobody like that. I'm your husband, im not everybody else. I've been trying to get you out this house for weeks. I just don't wanna do anything. I know losing little man was hard, I know. I'm trying my hardest to be a good husband but you not letting me be that. It's not that, I just wanna be to myself. Can I have that please? Fine, if you need me ill be at the office. I know Dominic is trying to be a good husband but I just wanna be alone. Losing my son was the hardest thing I ever had to deal with. Knowing I lost my son because of my mother and my friend makes it even harder to deal with. I know once I tell Dominic, he'll understand why I don't wanna do nothing. I should really tell him. I do miss being a good wife to my husband. I wish I could wake up and things go back to normal.

      I was in the kitchen when I heard someone at the door. Crystal? Hey girl! What you doing here? I came to check on you. How you know where I lived? I called you yesterday, your husband and friend answered the phone. They thought it would be a great idea if I came to visit you. How you holding up? This has been the worst 2 months of my life. We didn't have a funeral for our son. I didn't wanna deal with the whole making arrangements and stuff. We just buried him and called it a day. I know exactly what you going through. Really? Yeah, I lost quite a few people I loved. I know how it feels to accept losing someone you love. It's sooo difficult accepting the fact my son is gone. Trust me, I know it is. On top of that, my mother and my supposed to be friend the reason why my son ain't here. What you mean? My friend came over one morning to sit with us. I asked her to warm up some milk while I was in the bathroom. She fed him and he went to sleep after that. She left and I went to sleep with him. My husband came home and noticed something was wrong with him. He wasn't breathing so we rushed him to the hospital. Doctors told us he had been dead for 4 or 5 hours. 

     A couple of days had gone by, my friend asked me to meet him. He got car keys out of his sister purse and he found an empty bottle of poison. We took the bottle to a lab and they checked it. My friend and my mother's fingerprints was on the bottle. WHAT! After getting the information on the poison, it makes perfect sense on what happened to my son. That's soooo fucked up. Have you said anything to them? No, I haven't even told my husband. Why not? I can only imagine what him and my dad will do if they knew. So your dad doesn't know either? Nope, I haven't said nothing. Girl you a good one. The old Crystal would have killed both of they ass in a heartbeat. The old Crystal? Yeah, before I had my daughter I was a ruthless bitch. I went through so much hell in my life, I was a straight up bitch! I lost my mother, my best friend, my fiancé, and some good friends. Wow, how you survive so many deaths? It wasn't easy to do at all but I got through it somehow. Losing my mother at 15 was the most difficult thing I ever had to do. Wow! At 15? Yeah, my father killed her. Damn, you really can relate to my pain. This guy I was dealing with had my best friend, my fiancé, and some friends of mine killed. He didn't stop there, he paid someone to give me AIDS. Are you serious? I wish I wasn't, Crystal said. What kind of man would do all of that to someone? A piece of shit that don't give a damn about nobody but his self. Damn, you overcame a lot. I didn't have a choice, Crystal. How you do it? I did the only thing a normal person would do. Pray? Hell naw, I got even. Fuck all that praying shit, I turned into a complete bitch. I was out for blood and revenge. I wasn't gon stop until somebody suffered with my ass. What you do? Girl I can't tell you all of that. Just know, I caused all types of hell.

      So how you plan on making them pay? I haven't thought about that yet. WHAT! Yeah, I haven't thought of nothing yet. I'm sorry but they ass would have been dead right now. This is my mother we talking about. A mother that killed your son! That title don't mean a damn thing in this case. I can't kill my mother. Shit why not? She killed her grandson or helped get her grandson killed. Obviously that title didn't mean shit to her so it shouldn't mean shit to you. Let me stop, I feel the old Crystal trying to jump out. Realistically, what would you do if you were in my shoes? Have they ass dead or in jail. Before that, I would torture they ass. How? For your little friend, I would have just beat that bitch ass until I saw blood. Once I saw blood, then I would have went to the police. Far as my mama, im sorry but mama would have got her ass beat too. You would hit your mama? For something like this, you damn right. I'll fuck my mama up on some real shit. That's beyond betrayal, that's some shit that would get you killed. Like if someone was to do something to my daughter or my husband, im fucking somebody up. This why I like Crystal, she real as hell. I need somebody like her as a friend. What you think I should do? First, you need to tell your husband and your dad. Secondly, you need to find a way to get even. You can't let them get away with this. Question, why would they do this to you? My mother never approved of my marriage. She'll do anything to end our marriage. What killing your son have to do with y'all marriage? That I don't know, I said. I never in my life seen some shit like this. How could a mother cause her own child so much pain? It's like she hates me or something. I hate to agree but that's what it seems like. For a person to cause that kind of pain in someone's life, they hate the hell out of your ass. Tell your dad and your husband, then worry about them.