Some call it love..

my life

I'm not like other girls

music isn't my life

I smile and frown

I'm not afraid to show emotion

I look at the beautiful things in life

not looking for another chance

but, waithing to give one

not excited to be first or last

truthfully, I'd rather be second

love to stand in the rain

while sticking out my tongue

hate to be alone

but, doesn't everyone?

music isn't my life

I paint my words with color

some bright

some dark

my life is a work of art

filled with everything

other girls never show

tears

fears

emotion

devotion

through the years

I have fought to be a better person

caving in

building my wall

tear it down

make the world frown

I stand tall through it all

because, I'm original

I paint my face with eyeliner

holding on tight

have a smile on my face

can never be replaced

nails dark purple

hands clammy and cold

dare I say

I can be very bold

dye my hair a lot

like some girls do

you can't compare me though

cause I'm not like you

Its my life

I'll do what I please

you shouldn't blame me

for being such an odd ball

black sheep of the family some would say

doesn't mean I can't prove them wrong

anyways

I wear tight jeans 

sometimes tripps

have a tons of piercings

even on my lip

purple glasses cause I like to see in style

heart that is golden

just like my smile

I may not see all of these things 

that people see

I guess that's just because I'm used to it

this is me