2B (Bruno Mars fanfic)

Chapter 5

I had so much trouble to fall asleep last night and today you can see it in my eyes. They were so red and swollen from crying but I couldn't help myself. I felt so bad and I need to go to Jake's apartment and beg him for forgiveness. But I can't go looking like shit... I jumped into the shower and instantly I felt a little bit better when warm water hit my face. After the shower I blow dried and flat iron my hair and then focused on my make up and how to hide these awful circles under my eyes. A little bit of mascara, blush and light pink lip gloss. I put on some jeans, a t-shirt withthe  American flag print, my favorite white converse and black blazer. "That's a little bit better, now I look like a human being again".  Ana was still hard a sleep so I tip toed to the door so I wouldn’t wake her up. On my way to Jake I stopped at Starbucks and got us some Morning buns that he loved so much and a Vanilla Latte for him and a Double Espresso Macchiato for me.

I arrived at his apartment and knock twice on the door. I waited a little bit but nothing happened. I knocked again. Still nothing. Where could he be? He wasn't at work because his shift was at 8 pm but where is he? Then it hit me. Ana said he was drunk as shit last night so he must be sleeping. I grabbed the door handle and I was surprised when I saw that the door was not locked. Slowly I walked in and saw empty beer cans, an empty box of pizza and clothes scattered everywhere. I opened the bedroom door and saw him asleep  half covered with face down on the pillow. Slowly I came to him, crouched next to the bed and tried to gently wake him up.

"Jake? Babe?"  I said in slow voice.

"What?" He said with still closed eyes.

I shook my hand infront of my nose when I smelt the alcohol on his breath.

"I'm sorry I ditched you last night. I totally forgot about our anniversary, but I will fix everything, ok? You know how much I love you, don't you?"

"I love you too, but.... I..." He said and got up and sat on the edge of bed in front of me.

"What's wrong babe?" I said little confused.

While I was waiting for a answer from him I saw the bedroom door opened and there she was. That bitch Hanna wrapped in a towel. I stand up still holding hot coffee in my hands. She just stood in the doorway and looked at me with a wicked grin on her face.

"I cant believe this... Jake tell me this is a nightmare.. this is not happening right now...JAKE!!!" My hands started to shake.

"Babe..let me explain..." He said and started walking towards me and I took one step back.

"How could you? Why Jake? WHY?" I was shaking even more.

"I'm sorry babe... I was drunk... I didn't think... Please..."  He said slowly walking toward me with open hands wanting to hug me.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!!!!" I said through my teeth and took one more step back.

"Babe please.. I love you..." He said with a pleading look in his eyes.

"YOU LOVE ME? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? IF THIS IS LOVE FOR YOU THEN PLEASE HATE ME!!!" I was shouting like crazy.

"Babe... This was a mistake... I don't love her.. I love you... she doesn't mean anything to me.. I was angry and...  please Dani..."

"I cant believe that I cried almost all night and fell asleep in tears because I felt so bad and at the same time you were fucking HER!!!" I said and he went down on his knees and hugged me around my legs. How can I be so stupid... she always wanted him.. that's why she didn't like me.. she was jealous because he liked me not her.... I think to myself.

"You could cheat on me with any other girl but why with this bitch Jake? Why with this BITCH?"

"Hey... I can hear you, you know..." She said still standing by the doorway holding her towel.

"SHUT UP because I'm not talking to you!" . I said to her with so much anger in my voice.

"Babe.. please calm down... we can work things out...but please calm down!" He said still on his knees and holding my legs like some poor kid but I didn't care one bit.

"Get up... Jake get up... GET THE FUCK UP or swear to god I will... " And then he cut me off.

"If I stand up you will leave... I know.. please don't leave me... I love you..."

"AND WHAT YOU EXPECT ME TO DO? GIVE YOU A MEDAL FOR BEING BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? I was shouting again.

I cant stand this anymore... I need to leave NOW before I start cry like crazy. I can not believe that I still have not shed a tear, but I was so angry that I could kill both of them with my bare hands.

"Jake.. I'm telling you for the last time.. GET UP!!! You are crazy if you think that I will ever forgive you this!!"

He didn't want to let go of his grip around my legs and I didn't know what to do. Then my eyes went to the coffee that I still had in my left hand. I pulled the lid off and poured the coffee on his head. He screamed out in agony and  finally loosened his grip and I took the opportunity to get away from him and I headed for the door. I paused at the doorway and looked at this bitch Hanna and clear as day, I could see the fear in her eyes. I turned around and looked towards Jake.

"You.. I'm done with you asshole... I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN" I said pointing my index finger in his direction. "And you BITCH..." I pointed at Hanna. Oh I could slap her so bad but I'm to good for that. "You can have him, he is all yours".

I slammed the front door and started running down the stairs as fast as I could so Jake would not  stop me. When I came out of his building tears were beginning to pour uncontrollably down my face, I could not breathe. I could not believe what just happened, he cheated on me .. cheated on me with that bitch. I looked around and saw a taxi approaching, I ran and waved with my hand to stop him. I hopped in the taxi and told the driver my address and then I heard it again .. the song I do not like any day, but especially today.

"Can you please turn off the radio or at least change the station ... please," I asked the driver still all in tears.

"If I wanted to I could do it, but I love this song so I will not," He said a little bit rude.

"Could this day get any worse than it already is," I said quietly to myself.

I came home and luckily Ana was not there. I really did not feel like talking to anyone, I just want to be alone and cry this pain out of me. When I stood in front of the mirror I realized that I poured the coffee on myself also when I poured it on Jake's head but at that point I was so angry that I didn't even noticed that. I changed into sweats and running shoes and wrote Ana a message.

"We broke up, I'll tell you everything when I get back.

I went for a run and I'll leave the phone at home because

I do not want to talk to Jake. I'll be fine, do not worry. D. "

Thank you guys for reading. Tell me what you think so far. In next chapter Bruno shows up  ;)