The Deadly Wolf's Talented Blossom

I love you, but i have to stay away

Sakura sighed, relaxing.. Listening to the fire crackle Infront of her.. It was 12:55.. But she couldn't sleep.. How could she when she worried about her wolf? Sakura frowned, laying down on the couch and sighing.. Trying to sleep.. It was then when she felt someone's presence.. Not daring to move.. She kept her eyes closed and kept herself relaxed.. She could hear their breathing..
"I'm not dumb.." He eyes then snapped open.. Wide eyed, staring at him.. He was smiling at her, her eyes automatically began to water.. His amused expression quickly changed to one of concern.  "You alright?" He asked, Sakura nodded her head. Sitting up and smiling at him..
"Bout time you came here" she whispered, kakashi smiled a little at her, crouching down Infront of her
"You really think I'd miss my little ones birthday?" He whispered.. Sakura smiled.. Hugging him tightly., kakashi smiled "and I've already seen them saku, don't need to worry.." He whispered.. Hugging her back, bringing her close to him.. "I'm home now.. There's no need to cry saku.." He whispered. Sakura whimpered, tugging his mask down and crashing her lips against his.. He tended instantly., kissing back.. Feeling her soft lips.. He was fiddling with something in his pocket.. He then sighed.. Pulling back,
"If you don't mind.. Would you like to go outside with me..?" He asked.. Smirking at her. Sakura gave him a confused look.. "I just.. Found.. S-somewhere that I'd like to.. S-show you.." He said.. Eyes not meeting her's, Sakura smiled. Kizu chuckled
"Go ahead, I'll keep an eye on the pups" Sakura looked back to kizu surprised since when did kizu come to the house, she looked up at kakashi who was nodding
"Thanks" he muttered, taking hold of Sakura's hand, Sakura looked at him confused..
"W-Wolfie.. What are you up too?"  She asked, kakashi glanced up at her..
"Well.. I just thought.. That you'd like to um... Go out.. For the night"
"Wolfie.. Its 1 in the morning.." She whispered yawning. Kakashi smiled at her, taking hold of her shoulders, and sparking at her, jolting her with electricity making her wake up fully, she stared at him, a dark blush appearing on her cheeks, he smirked. Cocking his head to the side
"Come on" he whispered, she was fully awake now.. Kakashi snickered at her expression and sighed, bringing her out to the hillside where they had been on their first date after three years.. Sakura smiled and looked at him, he sat down on the grass, Sakura quickly joined him, the hill overlooked the village.. Leaving them in the comfortable silence..
"I missed you.. The pups did too" kakashi smiled
"Missed you too.. Doesn't feel right not having you or the pups around.." Sakura looked at him and smiled
"Yeah.. It doesn't..." Kakashi looked at her, doing a single handsign..
"So.. How have the pups been?" He asked, Sakura smiled.
"Okamiko and Daisuke always try to be like you, all tough and brave.. It adorable" Sakura said, keeping in her giggles.. Kakashi smiled.
"Well.. Their pups.. They'll copy everything.." Kakashi muttered, Sakura smiled, she then felt something nudge her, it was Lunar. The chakra wolf. Sakura smiled, the wolf pup had something shiny in its mouth. Sakura took hold of it and looked at it.. A ring?
"I've been meaning to ask you this for a while you know.." Kakashi trailed off. Sakura gave him a confused look
"Ask what?" She asked, kakashi smiled..
"The ring is made of my chakra.. I just thought It'd be a good way to show how much I care.." He whispered. Smiling at her as she gazed it
"It's beautiful! And it's matches the necklace!" Sakura exclaimed smiling widley, kakashi smiled, sitting Infront of her. Lifting her head up, his mask down.. Headband at his neck
"But there's something different about this." He whispered.. Sakura looked at him, he chuckled
"Sakura your as oblivious as you were when you were a genin!" Kakashi exclaimed smiling widley, amused at her cluelessness, Sakura was overly confused. Kakashi smiled. 
"W-what do you mean?" She asked, kakashi sighed.
"Sakura Haruno, you know very well that I have a hard time expressing my emotions and feelings to others.. And well.. I've been thinking.. Since we have the pups.. And we've together for quite a bit.. I thought it'd only be appropriate to um.. Finish the whole deal.. So..." He then slipped the ring on her finger "Sakura.. Will you... Be.." He then paused, taking a breathe in, Sakura watched him, smiling, she knew he was trying his best. He then sighed "will you.. Stay.. Will me..as my..." Sakura smiled at him, her eyes already watering.. She was clinging to his chest tightly.. "Geez, Sakura will you just be fucking wife?!" He growled. Relaxing instantly, his body relaxing.. Sakura smiled
"Of course.. Why wouldn't I? You'd be lost without me" Sakura whispered in his ear.. Making him tense up again.. His grip on her tightened instantly. Sakura looked at him curiously., smiling at him softly.. "Hey... Don't cry Wolfie..." She whispered lifting his head but her turned away.. Sakura giggled, turning his head to her again and kissing him softly.. He kissed back.. Arms wrapped around her.. She smiled at him.. He then pulled back and rested his head against her shoulder..
"You okay Wolfie?" She asked softly, kakashi sighed and nodded, wiping his eyes
"Yeah, im fine" Sakura smiled at him and hugged him.
"Love you so much Wolfie" kakashi looked at her.. Cracking a smile and sighing
"Love you too" he whispered, Sakura smiled and sat in his lap. Leaning against his chest,.
"You weren't expecting it were you...?" Sakura smiled, eyes still watering..
"No... I wasn't... Who-"
"It was my decisions.. Kizu didn't help me with that" he said smiling a little, Sakura giggled. Arms wrapped around his neck
"Well congrats your engaged" she said smiling, he rolled his eyes at her and kissed her.. Tongue running against her bottom lip making her smile..
"No really? I had no idea I was engaged" he muttered, Sakura giggled.. She then yawned. Which made him laugh. Picking her up and sighing
"Get some rest, you deserve it" Sakura smiled at him, nuzzling his shoulder. He smiled at her and teleported back to the house, kizu up and sitting on the couch
"Sooo?!" Kizu asked loudly, kakashi looked at him
"You'll shut up first so you don't the kids" kakashi snarled, Sakura smiled at him as he set her down and kissed her cheek "going to get changed" he said walking into their bedroom. Sakura smiled.. Kizu chuckled
"So?? How did he do?" Sakura smiled
"he did fine kizu"
"So I'm guessing he just flat out asked?"
"You could say that" Sakura said, creeping into the bedroom, kakashi looked back and smiled
"Hey" Sakura giggled
"Hello Wolfie-kun" kakashi sighed, pulling down the tank top he put on and looked at her, arms crossed
"What's up?" Sakura smiled sadly.. Rubbing her arm..
"You won't be going out again will you?" His expression softened quickly as he smiled at her..
"Saku... I now your worried about me.. And the pups.. But please don't beat yourself up over it. I know you miss me when I'm gone and I miss you as well but you know that it's only to support you and pups, I do the missions to.. Keep you and the pups safe.. Not only from rogues and all but." He sighed, embracing her "but from myself as well. You know as well as I do that I can injure without even noticing.. I don't want to hurt you.. I don't want to threaten your life again.. Sakura I could kill the pups so easily., I don't want to hurt them.. I don't want endanger any of you.. I'm sorry if you think I'm ignoring Yu and don't want to be around you and the pups saku.l I really don't want to be away.l I'd rather help raise the, but.. I just can't put you and the little ones in danger.." He whispers.. Sighing "I love you so much Sakura.. I really do.. But.. I just can't stay around for to long" Sakura stared at him, he was smiling at her.. Sakura sighed, hugging him back
"We love you too Wolfie." She whispered "more then what you think..." Kakashi smiled
"I know saku.. I know.. Love you more though" Sakura smiled, tears starting to flow again.. Kakashi smiled at her, bringing her to the bed and laid her down.. Pulling the covers up and over her, she was still crying..
"Wolfie.. Don't go!" She cried.. Grabbing onto his sleeve.. She couldn't be ditching them again. "Please... You've been gone for weeks... What about the pups?" She asked.. Tearing up. Kakashi smiled
"It's better if they don't" he whispered, "they don't deserve a father who's killed" sakuras stared at him.. Exhausted she tried to pull him back but she couldn't, Sakura began to sob..
"Kakashi, I don't care if your a fucking killer!, your staying here with your family and NOT ditching us again!" Sakura shouted, looking at him angrily. Kakashi smirked at her.
"Why should I? You know that I'm a danger to the pups yet you insist I stay? Do you really want them to get hurt?" Sakura growled at him, jerking him down onto the bed and getting ontop of him
"What's with you?! Since when did you care so much for the amount of danger you put the kids in?! What about being their daddy?! I thought you loved them.." She whispered.. Tears starting up again.kakashi sighed
"of course I love them, and I've always been mindful of how much danger I out the pups in, you should know that--"
"Daddy!!!" Daisuke and Okamiko shouted running into the room and giggling, jumping up at their fathers feet.. Kakashi smiled and picked them up nuzzling them both
"Hello little guys" he cooed, smiling at them, Okamiko then began to cry again. Kakashi smiled at her, her little head against his neck.
"It's alright sweetie.. It's alright... Daddy's here... Daddy's here" he whispered soothingly.. Daisuke looked angry too. The little boy was frowning
"Daddy bad!" Daisuke declared making kakashi smile
"Daddy bad? Are you sure Dai-Dai?" Kakashi asked, laying the pups down with Sakura and smiled, laying down behind them.. Sakura had a saddened look on her face.. Sighing
"Sakura, you know I care about you and the pups... I don't want to loose what family I have.. I'll be leaving in 6 the morning tomorrow.. So.. I won't be here when you wake up" Sakura just began to cry again..
"Why can't you just stay.. What about the pups? What do I tell them when I say daddy's not coming home for a bit? Wolfie. They'll cry.. They hate it when your not here.. And I don't either... I thought we could be a family.. Instead of the usual you running off and ditching us like we mean nothing to you..." Sakura whispered, kakashi sighed, pulling the three closer to him,, running the back of his hand against her cheek
"Sakura.... You and the pups mean the world to me. I hate being a lone wolf.. I hate it.. And I hate to leave my.. Family alone.. I know I miss important things and I really wish I didn't it's just., geez.. I love you and the pups more then anything... Your more important then chakra to me Sakura.. I love you and the pups so much." He whispered, smiling at his sleeping little ones.. "Just know that I always will.. You can call for me whenever you want.. Remember? Or have you forgotten?" Sakura shook her head
"I don't want to hurt you.." She whispered, kakashi smiled at her.. Chakra reaching up and turning off the lights.. Kakashi sighed at her, smiling
"Now get some sleep saku.. You need it" he whispered, Sakura frowned.. Tears still flowing.. Kakashi sighed, and kissed her forehead. "Please.. Get some sleep" Sakura nodded lightly... Giving him a sad smile before closing her eyes and relaxing. Kakashi smiled at her, looking back. Once knowing she was asleep he quickly escaped from the room. Sighing. Kizu was standing up
"And what are you doing?" Kizu asked.. Growling
"Leaving
"Kakashi, you've been gone for almost 5 weeks, can't you stay? She really misses you.. The pups need their father don't they? Maybe you could actually be there for them? Instead of leaving them and not caring.. Maybe give them a father so they don't end up like you.. Fatherless" kakashi sighed me though it hurt to save his pups and girlfriend alone
"Kizu you know I have my reasons"
"Kakashi! You can't just--?!?!" Kakashi pulled out a cloak.. A certain one
"If you want to stop me go ahead. I try my best to come home. sadly it gets hard knowing that I can hurt them"
"K-kakashi... Y-you can't be se-serious! You refused! Why accept now?!"
"It's temporary, for now I just do missions for them. That's all" kizu stared at him, the black cloak.. Kakashi couldn't be doing work for that organisation..
"Kakashi you'll be killed for fucks sake! Do you want that?!" Kakashi gave him a serious look
"It's better then killing Sakura or one of the pups" Kakashi said, putting on the cloak and sighing "I'll see you when I get back, in a couple weeks time" kizu stared at his host.. shocked.. Eyes wide staring at the hatake like he was insane, kakashi nodded to kizu before disappearing.. Kakashi couldn't,.. He couldn't be part of the akatsuki!