My Psycho Life With Rockstars
~Part27~
(ok me n Dalton are i guess having what anyone would call a break up...but lets look at it this way...im gonna write till my hands hurt)
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~Alice's POV~
Seeing as Seth was the one who walked in on me. I was stuck because someone had to make such a big deal, I was stuck at the damn pool party, I'm gonna have to think of some excuse to get out of it. But that's the thing I already know what to do: act totally thrashed and rush into my bedroom bathroom and puke.
Yeah I know it seems sick right? But I can't stand being in this place with guys, I watch as the party breaks out with girls all over the guys and thier friends. The girls obviously wasted out of their fucking minds.
I walk into the kitchen, seeing Adam making out with the red head. Now I know this isn't fake, I feel as though my heart is in overload. The pain to over whelming, I just stand there in a neon sun dress with my bikini underneath.
I feel as though the City by Hollywood Undead would just fit how I feel at this moment. It hurts like shit, I feel wetness come from my eyes. I wipe it away to realize that I'm crying; how can Adam do this to me?! Going clubbing should have been a perfect option for me! I just should have went up stairs, but the damage is done.
I turn and break into a run, running into someone as the tears spill over. 'I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE! I HAVE TO PUT A STOP TO THESE TEARS! I NEED BACARDI! I NEED A SCREW DRIVER!(a drink where its just orange juice and vodka, the list goes on) VODKA SHOTS SOUND NICE RIGHT ABOUT NOW! SCOTCH TWO!'
These thoughts accumulating in my head as I scream all of these drinks in my head, I run into someone while I run. And push past the person I ran into, without even saying sorry. I just need to get wasted so fuckin bad right now. I don't want to drink here, I just walked in on my boyfriend cheating on me with some bloody red head.
I grab a bottle of Jack Danielles and decide to take the elevater to my room, I can't bare the thought of breaking down on the stairs. I need to thrash, I want to scream, I need bacardi it makes the pain go away.
I finally get into the elevater and once those doors close, I scream as I cry. My knees buckling, causing me to drop to the floor. I beat at the floor of the elevater, it makes that ding noise, half way up I hit the stop button so that it just stops right in it's tracks.
I continues to cry, getting into that fatal position where I'm curled up in a ball. Sobbing but tears continue to stream down my cheeks. I feel my body begin to tremble from sobbing crazily, my cell going off. I ignore the call, not even caring who it is.
I just want to be left alone, friends won't even fix this pain. I whisper to the bottle in my right hand "You'll make the pain away right Jack? You numb it all out, it hurts but you take away all my problems."
I take a swig of the alcoholic beverage, loving the feeling of how it slips down my throat. Thirty minutes pass, the feeling of being slightly drunk has me going. I pull out a joint drom my bikini top and light it.
I put the the lit joint to my mouth and inhale deeply, and blowing out the smoke. Feeling slightly relaxed and taking another swig of Jack Danielles. I feel myself unfolding a bit and start laughing like crazy. "MOOOOOOOOO!!!!! MOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I break into laughter after I say that.
I feel my body get up numbly but stumbling a bit, falling back on my butt. I break into laughter again when that happens. I lay there for minutes, feeling like hours. I'm fuckin hungry as shit but at the same time my head is spinning.
I punch the unstop button im sure of it, but instead I feel the two dings. I guess meaning that I'm on the third floor. I crawl out and laugh as i do so, Jack Danielles bottle in my right hand still. I look up to see someone I crawled into.
~Kenny's POV~
I ran into Alice, I don't know what's wrong but I'm slightly worried about her. I could have sworn I saw her crying. I head for the kitchen and see Adam screwing around with that red head Vicky that I invited to the party.
Well now I know why Alice was crying, Adam was caught cheating. I really didn't feel the need to drink at all. I'm all sober, nothing more nothing less. But I can't believe he would do this to her, I mean I see her now.
Crawling right before me, I can smell fresh weed on her and I look at the Jack Danielles bottle in her right hand. Her eyes off in every way, her pupils diolated from the drinking and she looks slightly dazed. Oh wow, why didnt i think about it before? She's drunk and high at the same time, damn me.
I pick her up bridal style and carry up her up stairs to her room, I don't think I'm gonna leave her all by herself. I know I've come off as a gf stealer, but I feel so sorry for Alice. She is sweet, but head strong for sure. But I feel myself liking her each and every day.
I finally reach her room and lay her on her bed, she clings to me and says "plurse strays?" I nod and lay down with her. Her cuddling into my chest and I hold her tight, she's gonna have a killer headache later but as long as she's safe it's okay.
I turn my head as the door of her room burstd open and look to see Adam standing in the door way. Fuming and watching him restrain himself....
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