My Psycho Life With Rockstars
~Part18~
~*Adam's POV*~
I finally find the knife, running out of the tour bus and finding Kenny's red ferrari. Starting with scratching the pain job by carving in what he really is and slashing the tires. I'm gonna prove to Alice that he is a dick, that this is just some sick little game to him. That son of a bitch really is gonna pay, when I'm finally done I just head back to my band. They texted me making sure things were alright, Alex being like my brother. My big brother is in jail for dealing drugs, he's 24 now. He use to be around all the time but now Alice is just more important.
~*Alice's POV*~
I'm still in shock, maybe it was just planned but it didn't look like Adam was resisting. I mean the numbers and now a blonde slut all over him. I mean we had sex and I find him with some other woman, I don't know if I can believe anything anymore. I feel the chair shift a bit beside me as I'm cuddling up to a pillow. Tears staining the pillow as they continue to pour out, I close my eyes as I feel someone placing a finger softly under my chin and lifting my face to meet theres. I see dark brown eyes infront of mine, seeing Kenny with his eyes reflecting back into mine. Revealing care in his eyes, Iv'e never really seen this side of him at all. I just stay isolated as fresh tears roll down my cheeks, Kenny wiping them away softly with his thumb. Whispering to me softly "Please don't cry anymore? It's not good to cry over a guy who continues to deny cheating."
I nod briefly, him lifting my chin more closer to his face. Causing his lips to brush against mine softly, is it wrong to do this? It doesn't feel wrong to me but at the same time it does, I pull away from him and shake my head like I just lost myself. Why the hell did that just happen? I break off into a run, heading for the music room.
Finally reaching it and heading for the electric guitar, plugging it into the amp and begin to play Ex's and Oh's by Atreyu. Blasting it and continuing to play while singing the lyrics in mid tears as I do this:
You took me home,
I drank too much
Cause of you my liver turned to dust
Cold rust tastes
Cold creeping cold pain
Do you understand what I mean?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole
Like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I bled
And you'll have wept as I've wept
Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Lets hit the bar, lets lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, and you're all alone
But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing,
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from you
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got a taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll say we're through
I should have turned and ran like hell
last time I got a taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll say we're through
And I'll say we're through
You fell upon me like a plague
Weakness sweet weakness
But I digress
After all this...
You're just like all the rest
Suck me down
It's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
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Collapsing to floor as tears fall from just the mere pain of playing that. Hugging the guitar in the corner of the music room. Refusing to move my body, I shudder as I cry harder. God it fucking hurts so much! I wiish it would stop. I hear someone walk in and look up to see Ryan with a sympathetic look placed on his face. I watch him try to restrain and finally approach me and kneel next to me, looking at me and getting ready to say something but instead plants a soft kiss on my lips.
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<3 hahaha well i tried you guys
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